Thinking in Progress

Consonance, Five

2006-09-02T02:06:00.000+08:00

Performance Date & Time: 16 September 2006, 7:30 PM
Venue: Victoria Concert Hall
Ticket Price: S$12, Free Seating

This is a 5th anniversary concert for Consonance to celebrate her 5 years of continuous music-making. It also highlights her first solo performance apart from numerous collaborations with other choirs & performances for organizations. Five commemorates pieces that have been reflective of past achievements as well as showcase pieces that hint at future advancements. This concert plays around with the number 5, with pieces sang in 5 different languages, such as English, Latin, Hungarian, French, and African, as well as 5 different genres of music. Consonance hopes to bring the joy of music-making to the people around her and endeavors constantly to accomplish higher standards with each concert.
(Courtesy of Wenquan's blog)

Consonance's is Boyfriend's Choir and he's performing.

SUPPORT OK?!
For ticketing enquiry, just drop me an email or leave a comment. =D

Oh ya..If you love me, show it by spreading the word, ok?
I love you too!

小女子在此谢谢大家的支持！！

2006-08-29T02:00:00.000+08:00

Moved Here

Erm...

2006-07-14T11:46:00.000+08:00

Wanyi asked me to blog something nice about her.

Wanyi is errr... nice.

3456

2006-06-20T00:07:00.000+08:00

Some boliao person calculated last week that today is the 3456th day since the first day we met.

HAPPY 3456th 'DAILY-versary' to all the 衰仔衰女 of CCHS 1A 1997.

I know I know..I'm super bo liao.

But it's kinda amazing. If you read this blog and you are one of us, leave a message ok?
How's everyone doing?
Someone organise a gathering or what!! (Hint: Weililililili)

Muacks!

Shopping with Abbie

2006-05-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

2 words: IT'S CRAZY!!!

The moment she stepped into the toys' department, she flung off our hands and pratically CHARGED towards the racks and racks of toys.

Though the image of her sounds scary, IT WAS NOT. She looked super duperly cute!

Her arms were out stretched for balance, and she kept fraying them while she walked. Or should I say, 'wobbled'?
Her diaper--clad butt shaking and the unstable steps...UBER CUTE!!

The pics!

Didn't manage to take many photos of her. Every toy that she got hold of, she hands it over to me and says, 'Yi Yi good!' and proceed to trush it into my hands. How to take photos like that?

I got super traumatised and started suspecting whether it's some conspiracy between my cousin and Abbie to get me to sponsor for her toy collection.

'Nono, Ah Yi no good. Cannot buy for you.'

Totally oblivious to what I said, darling Abbie continued with her quest, touching and feeling each toy, turns her back and flash a mega-watt smile at me, exclaiming,'Yi Yi good!'

Haiz..我注定栽在她手里...

Here's a close up of my little angel in my new phone + DIY nails!

***
I won't be blogging very often. Nothing new, actually.
I'm sick of reading those irresponsible tags.

I might explain things a little when I have nothing better to do.
He doesn't see the point of me doing so, neither do I, not that it'll affect our relationship.
It only occur to me after talking to one of his friends, that some of his friends do visit my blog, and I probably should do some explaining in order not to destroy his reputation.
Sorry darling.

Yes, I will do that..when I feel like it.

Take care, everyone.

Happy Birthday to me!

2006-04-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

Just some pics from yesterday.. =D

Bad morning

2006-04-16T12:31:00.001+08:00

It's 清明节，and I haven't been paying respects to this certain someone due to some reasons.

It's not something I can control but I know I can work around it somehow. I couldn't bring myself to do it out of spite. Now, I'm upset with myself.

Don't rub it in anymore.

***

Haven't been updating about Abbie.
I'm seeing her later! Shall take alot of pics since I got my digicam back and there's photoshop!
Hehehehehe.

***

I realised I have weird eating habits.

I eat innards and stuff like celery, spring onions, coriander etc, which alot of people don't like. The only foods I don't really like are century eggs, peas and cockles.

Not being picky is one thing.
Digress Zhengchang is not picky at all. He eats everything that's edible, which makes me very happy 'cos he can accompany to go hunt for food and enjoy cuisines. =D
But the thing..I actually like them.
Additional chicken kidneys for my chicken rice, please?

Apart from that, I always play with my food, with the flavours that is.

For eg. Mcdonald's hashbrown and jam go very well with each other.

You know how the twins had a common liking for eating Oreos with peanut butter? I haven't look back since.
I love peanut butter. CHUNKY peanut butter.
This morning, I ate walnut cake with peanut butter. NICE.
That day, I ate it with nasi lemak. Amazingly, it turned out really good.

But I always have diarrhoea la.

***

在街上走着，走着...

他仰着头, 张开嘴, 说道:"好渴. 老天爷, 给我一点喝的吧!"

*打雷*

亲爱的, 不要拿老天爷开玩笑...

***

Super bo liao.

AH DOY

2006-04-09T19:37:00.000+08:00

Hehehe. Lack of updates, ya?

Due to the lack of interesting activities.

Everyday, it's working, sleeping, meeting Mr Lin, talk nonsense with people on MSN.
DULL
I know, right?
*bimbotic smile*

Don't wanna bore people out. Unless you are interested in stupid conversations like this:

(Watching TV)

男朋友：哎呀，是我也不要她。脸画的好象猴子屁股似的。

（Turns around and look at the TV)
女朋友（老娘是也）：是噢，怎么那么红？

男朋友：以前的胭脂水粉都只有那样罢了。

女朋友：幸好我不是活在那个年代，少了现代的化妆品，我应该会很丑。

男朋友：如果你活在那个年代，那你应该回去当妓女；因为可以穿得比较美。

女朋友：对啊！我应该会当个妓女。可是身为风尘女子，很多事会身不由己，很可怜的。。。

男朋友：如果你是妓女，我会帮你赎身。我会努力挣钱的。

***

女朋友：这个女人，是个‘老俏’（lao hiao）。

男朋友：叫什么名？

女朋友：马什么莉的？马世莉！

男朋友：如果她来新加坡，她应该会住在Marsiling.

女朋友：。。。

To: YueYun

2006-03-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

Dear Yun,

Even though:
- you still owe me my last birthday present,
- you are still as chubby as 12 years ago,
- you are my best friend and yet we meet each other like..ONCE A YEAR,
- your nenes are bigger than mine and I'm not happy about it,
- I still dunno whether you can see my beautiful face properly with your small small eyes,
- you haven't play the piano with me for a long long time...

I STILL REMEMBER YOUR BIRTHDAY!

Ain't I the bestest best friend or what?!?!

女人，

Happy 22nd Birthday!!

Have fun today and every other day!

Muacks!

Shuyin

好笑

2006-03-22T14:50:00.001+08:00

Kelvin asked me to check out this site called MyHeritage.com some time ago.
Apparently the hype over this site happened for quite a while. Paiseh ah, I abit slow.

It has this thing called face recognition, where you upload a picture of someone, and they'll generate the results of who he/she look like.

The original pic:

Look at the outcome:

Maggi Cheung. Ok la. She's pretty. Hehe.

He looks like Geri Halliwell.
*clears throat*

AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Out of 10 generated celebs, 9 are female. =D

Ugly? Me?

2006-03-21T01:17:00.000+08:00

Ya. Quite.
Wanyi too.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

不要打我.

The Madness Recipe

2006-03-15T17:36:00.000+08:00

I know of a perfect way to drive yourself crazy.

Step 1: Think of something that you wanna do, BADLY.

Step 2: Tell yourself that you cannot do it.

Step 3: Constantly wanna do that thing that you wanna do BADLY.

Step 4: KEEP telling yourself that you cannot do it.

Step 5: You cannot tell anyone about it.

Step 6: Start getting angry.

Step 7: Repeat steps 3 and 4.

Step 8: Continue being angry, and realise the only thing you can be angry at is YOURSELF.

Step 9: Tell yourself to sleep, hoping that everything will be fine after that.

Step 10: Cry.

Step 11: Sleep.

Step 12: Wake up and realise you are still fucked up and stupid.

There you go.
You are a crazy bitch like me.
Congrats.
Thank you, raging hormones.

I'm such a loser.

2006-03-09T05:19:00.000+08:00

Wanna go watch NUS's Stardust semi-finals this Friday, but I can't think of anyone to accompany me.

Why like that?!

我的猪朋狗友们，invite me if you are are going and don't mind me tagging along leh!

Really feels like loser who got no friends. Bleah.

p/s: Miss Dang, you should know very well why I got no mood to update la! Don't be rude ah! See you next week.

恭敬不如从命

2006-03-05T13:57:00.000+08:00

林正朋是gay.

Long overdue

2006-02-26T08:57:00.000+08:00

I know I promised to blog about CNY, which ended quite some time ago.
Sorry la..kinda busy.
Better late than never.

Here goes.

I love CNY. Everybody makes a point to be happy, greet each other with pleasant sayings, meet up, and of course, CNY it's an excellent occasion to doll up and wait for compliments. Ahehehehehe.

My family celebrates CNY with similar rituals every year.

My house. Got CNY mood right?

At 12 midnight, we have to pray. Standard procedures.
That's Daddy and Sis burning the incense paper (that's the term for jin yin zhi right?)

The flame looks like an angel wing. wo hen li hai pai zhao.

The rest of us are busy preparing this vegetarian dish that we always eat on the 1st day of CNY. Hao chi! Yin wei shi wo zhu de!

The thing about CNY is, you can wear red from head to toe, and no one will laugh at you, provided it's tastefully done la. Wang wang!

Me.
See my top? It was actually a plain top which cost only $8.
Then I decided that I looked like a flag.

I did this some time ago, after seeing some pictures from MJ fashion show, and they have this necklace made up of big and small circles. Very nice! So I tried to imitate it by using threads and transparencies cut-outs. It failed as a necklace, but it's a nice 'brooch'. I just stuck it on my top with a few stitches and double sided tape. Viola! Say it's nice!

Since don't know when, we have to kneel down to 'bai nian'. So every CNY, we'll have photos like these.

Big gathering at grandma's place!

Cousin and his girlfriend.

Cousin also.

And what's CNY without a little gambling right?

Blur.
This one:

See my big smile? I was winning, that's why!

Savinig the best for the last.

That's the clothing I bought for her from Chinatown. So pretty!!!
Muacks!

I love Abbie!
I love CNY!

p/s: These are the photos of the 1st day. More to come.

准我爱你

2006-02-19T12:27:00.000+08:00

不用一首歌的时间
我就爱上你
音乐没停止思念就开始
如果爱情是个游戏
我愿输给你
想不到等待是个孤独的玩意
我爱你我爱你
不过是三个字
简单地认真地
吓坏了我自己
没问你就爱你
我不是最好的
对不起请你准我高攀了你
music
看着你我竟然看不起自己
遇见你竟没有离开的权利
有了你之前的爱只是练习
为了准备更好对你
两个人抱在一起
究竟需要多少力气
上帝都不明白
我哪里来的勇气
end

*****

他说：“怎么办？”
她问：“什么怎么办？”
他说：“我上瘾了。”
她问：“你在说什么？”
他说：“我上了张书音的瘾。”

2006-02-14T12:50:00.000+08:00

WoOOoooOOOOoooo!

It's Vday, and BOTH my sisters have dates.

The house is mine!!!

Wanyi!! I'm at your mercy...

*wink wink*

想想

2006-02-13T14:01:00.000+08:00

“我爱死你了。”

既然如此，是你死，还是我死？

=D

简单的幸福

2006-02-10T12:05:00.000+08:00

圆圆的脸蛋、
长长的眼睫毛、
噘起的樱桃小嘴、
鼓鼓的腮帮子、
细小的鼻鼾声......

毫无理由的，好想一辈子的呵护着她，
就为了能够看见这无邪的睡颜。

怯

2006-02-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

绿油油的草地，有一道光秃秃的道路。
再坚强的杂草，在被反反复复地践踏下，也不能生存。

泥路上的辙印，一而再地被覆开来。

我胆怯了。
万一下起雨，泥泞四溅。
那满目的疮痍，不忍目睹。

你会怕吗？

2006-01-29T01:26:00.000+08:00

新年快乐！！！

新的一年，新的开始！

祝愿大家身体健康，万事如意！

我希望在狗年里，恩恩能快乐、健康的茁壮成长！
家人和朋友们也都健健康康、顺顺利利！

Dong Dong Dong Qiang!

2006-01-28T04:23:00.000+08:00

Let's see...

I'M OFFICIALLY SICK OF CNY SHOPPING.

For the past few days, I kept shuffling among home, Bugis and Orchard.
Super sick.

I had to keep reminding myself to keep it simple. For the past few years, the clothes I bought for CNY, never got out into public more than once after CNY.
I took 5 days to gather the stuff. Is it me, or it's like selling similar clothes EVERYWHERE? How to buy like that? Everyone gets the same thing? Wear school uniform lor...

I still got myself alot of shoes though. I was telling Wanyi that I'm trying to figure out which colour I had yet to have, then I'll go get it. =P

I bought this uber cute 'tang zhuang' for Abbie. Can't wait to see her in it!
Don't worry fellow Abbie lovers, I'll take lotsalotsalotsalotsalotsalotsa photos of her.
We started teaching her to do the 'gong xi gong xi' and 'hong bao na lai' hand gestures a few weeks ago. So far so good.
And then she learnt to pat her chest and say 'pa pa'. That's for facing Monster Yanyan.
Muacks Abbie!

XIN NIAN KUAI LAI!!
WO YAO CHI CHI CHI!!

Been sick for the past week lah and my appetite's real bad.

I grow any thinner, you'll be able to tie some strings on my chest and I'll be a walking Pipa (some chinese musical instrument).

The Big Breasts thinks it's very funny and replied my sms filled with HAs.
Bitch.

ZhengChang said I cannot be a Pipa.

BECAUSE PIPA GAO.
(Pipa gao is this throat medicine., ga0=paste. However, there's another word, which is also pronounced as 'gao'. In this other case, gao=tall. Geddit?)

Ni gei wo ji zu. Wo jiao wo da jie bao ta de da bian song gei ni dang sheng ri li wu.

Weili asked me to drink papaya milk.
This one good friend.

Yanyan... don't say her. She's obsessed with this 'bombshell' thingy.
BOM NI DE SI REN TOU. Za dao ni man di zao ya.

Think I better go sleep.

Have a happy CNY everyone!
GONG HEI FATT CHOI!!

Last CNY. Abbie was so small.. 4 months old I think. I looked cock too.

Kuai le de gan jue zhen hao.

自我提醒

2006-01-24T14:31:00.000+08:00

一幅美丽的画，原可完美无缺地被收藏。
本应上框，但他却执意地继续挥笔。
画，被画蛇添足了。

有一幅画，半成品；因为自己半途停了笔。
储藏，尘封。
如今，它被挑了出来。
该画，不该画？
笔，提了，又放。
害怕着重蹈覆辙。

心理游戏，我不玩。
不想玩，也玩不起。
讨厌绕着圈，漫无边际地跑。终点何时才会到达？
直截了当，不好吗？
主导权该交还给理智了。

Cheap thrills

2006-01-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

Whenever something bad happens, instead of feeling dreadful, it'll just dawn upon you, "HENG AH! Luckily it's happening now and not when (insert period)." No?
OR when you are hoping for the worst, it didn't turn out so bad after all.

When such things happen, they make me very happy. Happy happy happy.

Yesterday, I bit my lip real hard.
Today, no ulcer.
YEAH!!!

Today, I got my menses.
Next week, it's CNY.
YEAH!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Have been really busy. It was fun though.
Super tiring, and I'm sick.
Never shall try to arrange another song with my limited skills. tai bu zhi liang li le.
HOR HOR HOR?? PEOPLE?!?!

I missed Abbie though. And I haven't meet up with my uncle for like 2 weeks. Bad bad bad. Whatever happened to 'lesson learnt', Miss Teo?

Duh. I'm blogging for the sake of blogging.

Shall have some pics of Abbie, yi jie wo xiang si zhi ku.
(WO SHUO SHI XIANG SI JIU SHI XIANG SI. ABBIE HEN XIANG WO.)

Yin wei sheng bing, suo yi gan dao ruan ruo.
Yin wei ruan ruo, suo yi xiang zhao ge ren teng.
Dan wo kang ju yi qie gan qing jiu jie.
Wo tao yan ruan ruo, suo yi wo hui jian qiang, geng jian qiang.

Abbie, sayang Ah Yi please?

Happy Holidays!

2006-01-04T00:53:00.000+08:00

I know I know..spiders are having a great time weaving webs on my blog. But it's the holiday season! Enjoy first, blog later. =P

On Christmas eve, MoS was where I went, together with CYY, Alan and his friends. Then it was to Kelvin's place for mahjong. Lost sia. Sorry Benny.

At MoS.

On Christmas Day, we went to Weili's aunt's condo for a BBQ.
Totally in the festive mood, I was excited despite sleeping for only 2 hours.

Upon arrival, we bumped into one of Weili's aunties and his grandma. His family was having their Chrismas party in the function room. It was a potluck event.
Just between his aunt and grandma, they brought or should I say, cooked, 2 shepherd pies, tiramisu, tuna and potato salad, chocolate fondue and one big pot of curry.

I asked Weili, 'Eh, if I contribute all our BBQ food, can I join the potluck?'
He ignored me. Bitch.

At the bbq, we took a long time to have the fire good enough to cook due to the substandard charcoal we bought.

No choice but to take pictures lor.
I was in a dilenma whether to post this pictures.
No make-up, no photoshop. Hehehehe. Abit uglier than usual la.

Louisa and Junehohoho

Louisa again, and I.

This 老一杀，a little greedy, ain't she?

Lamlam trying very hard to make things work.

Notice there's no sign of Weili, Andy and the smelly Yanyan.
Well, the guys drove out to get better charcoal, while Yanyan, was erm.. SLEEPING like a hobo on the stone bench.

Our food...

There were fish fillets, potatoes, prawns, and many more..cannot remember.

Yanyan woke up when food is almost ready and Weili got angry. Very fierce sia..

I didn't care la, I was very hungry.
Lamlam stole my hotdog.

Bad Lamlam, stole my food, 吃相又难看。

Poor me. Nothing to eat, got kiap-ed by thongs. Boohoo.

Then..the Gorrilla came to save me. (It's a spelling mistake on purpose la. That's how Weili's blog is spelled.)

The Almighty Kong. Uh no, wrong. The Almighty La.

While I ran away to Toiletland, La went into rampage and went to traumatise 老一杀.

Sadly, 老一杀 'boh hiew' him.

Hence, he tried harder.

This time, it worked.

Super bo liao.

We were all so full. We packed up and went inside to join Weili's relatives.

Oh My God.
Food Paradise.

I ate somemore.
A lot more.

It was super fun. Weili's family members were super sporting.
There was this game, where we played judges to. The married couples were supposed to complete the passing of a rambutan as fast as they could. The rambutan had to go through the husbands' pants via the crouch area and then through the wives' sleeves across the breasts. Everyone did it without holding back. For a moment, I was so worried that someone's balls will get squeezed and squashed by accident. Haha.

Speaking of balls,
Weili likes to lick people's ball...

and has his ball licked.

Andy also want...but he has got no ball.

I think he likes it.

4LY!

The guys.

The girls.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Cheng Yanyan! This pic is a social suicide.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

The santa-rinas.

The siaos.

Who said we look alike? Alike meh?

The gays.

Now we know why Lili doesn't have a girlfriend.

Everyone.

And the torturer.

Happy Christmas!

***

What's a holiday without singing right?

Went KTV with Wanyi, Lamlam, Zhengchang, Shiyin and her friends, Mingsui and Kaixin.

Eh, Miss Dang, forgot to take pictures la. Kns. Next time gotta put your beautiful face on my blog.

Yanyan and Weilie joined us later for supper.
Lamlam and LZC while the rest of us went Balcony.

Weilie.

I looked pale hor.. Why ah?

***

NYE

Me, Yanyan and June.

(If you are going to start on our dressing inviting trouble, save it.
June was in a long sleeve shirt and she was the one who got touched.)

Whatever it is, Happy Holidays!!

It's the start of a new year.
Let's all leave the unhappiness behind and look forward to have a great year!
Nothing shall ever rob us of our rights to be happy, right?
Come on, big smile!

Happy Holidays, Happy 2006!

咚咚锵！

Abit siao.

2005-12-22T03:11:00.000+08:00

ABBIE IS MY FAVORITE AND THE CUTEST BABY IN THE WORLD!!

Just have the sudden urge to declare that after seeing her today.

Merry Christmas in advance!

I'm going siiiiiiiiiinngginngg later... lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

Party

2005-12-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

Abbie's cousin, Edna, is organising this party this coming Friday.

intoXicate@Chinablack
23rd December 2005, Friday.
9pm - 6om

The Xmas bash to be at!

Tickets going at $14 for gals and $16 for guys.
Housepours@ $3
Juggies @ $10

Priority entry before 11pm.

Contact Edna @ 97427488 for tickets!

Postnote: I don't know the details of the party. Anything queries please do contact Edna. =)

To be or not to be?

2005-12-21T03:20:00.000+08:00

Can two persons, who were a couple, be friends after their breakup, when one party still have feelings for the other?

I detest the thought of that.

Platonic friendships do exist between males and females, but they wouldn't be so if one of them doesn't see the other only as a friend, no?

I cannot be friends with someone who feels something more than what it should be towards me. It's like making use of the friendship as a platform to remain close or whatsoever.

I prefer either 'I cannot stop loving you and don't want to be friends so I'll go away' or 'I still want to be friends therefore I shall try to treat and view you only as a friend'.

Everything is clean cut and straight to the point. Nothing in between.

Why must things be so complicated?
It's all in the mind...I think.

Hmmmm...

Whose niece is this?!?!

2005-12-16T14:28:00.000+08:00

It's MY NIECE!!

Enough already.

2005-12-14T02:18:00.000+08:00

That day while I was working, my cousin, 30+, sms-ed me, saying that people are fighting in my blog, and she's gonna join in for the fun of it.

=______=!! (I prefer using the '=' sign as the eyes 'cos I have double eyelids! Muahahahahahha)

I don't really know what's going on.
Haven't been checking out my own blog, you see.

From the few that I managed to see.. I guess it's still the same old thing. My blog is BORING.

I know, right?

That day, Yanyan was reading my blog. 5 seconds later, she dozed off and fell off her pink plastic chair. She dived head first into the rubbish bin, and then remained in there till the next day.

When she woke up, she found the used cotton bud that I used to dig my ears, stucked up her nostril. Traumatised, she deleted the bookmark to this blog of mine.

So, if you find my site boring, maybe you'll like to do the same thing, or I'll be more than glad to send u a few pieces of my used cotton buds. =)

One more thing, I realised alot of those who are critising my blog, are actually saying all that in response to those tags that go, 'This is an interesting site!' or 'I like your site!'. If you haven't notice, THOSE ARE SPAM.

Don't believe me? Place your cursor over the IDs and click. See where you've arrived at. Please don't make me laugh at your ignorance anymore.

p/s:Thanks to those who have been defending Abbie! I really appreciate it!

Kinda tired...

2005-12-14T02:05:00.000+08:00

Have been rather busy lately.

Work has ended.

For now, I only have one last thing to settle...
Once it's finalised, either it'll change my life, at least for the next few years, or everything will go back to what it has always been.

I feel a little discouraged, but still hopeful.

Always half-filled; never half-empty.

A journey that I've come so far, there's no looking back, and I won't look back.

Wish me luck!

You will like this.

2005-12-01T15:21:00.000+08:00

John Little Warehouse Sale @ Expo Hall 4.
1st - 11th December.

I'll be helping my cousin-in-law out at her bins. Say hi when you spot me!

Have fun shopping!

It's getting kinda tough for captions...

2005-11-30T06:10:00.000+08:00

when she has so many expressions and actions!

AAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWW.....

Xiaxue the Tyrant

2005-11-28T04:26:00.000+08:00

Xiaxue: br***boy is ur boyfriend.
shuyin: urs lah.
Xiaxue: u like his pet
Xiaxue: DEAD AROUND HIS NECK!
Xiaxue: omg good rhyme
Xiaxue: great work wendy, great work
shuyin: yanyan has pink pi sai,
shuyin: coz she loves pink and smells like sai
Xiaxue: WAH LAU
shuyin: omg good rhyme
Xiaxue: fuck u
Xiaxue: u bottomless bitch
shuyin: great work shuyin, great work
Xiaxue: ehahahhahshs (as you guys can see..she can't coordinate her fingers very well)
Xiaxue: go and die la
Xiaxue: i laugh until my stomach pain
shuyin: why u can kua (praise) yourself i cannot?!
Xiaxue: coz u smelly.
shuyin: I'm going to blog about this.
shuyin: tell the world about your tyranny.

On a day like this...

2005-11-22T02:25:00.000+08:00

With weather like this, what can be better than a nice cup of hot chocolate, nice jazzy tunes, a couple of Jay Chou's songs, and a great book?!

Life's a bliss.

Good night and sweet dreams everyone...

Good Day!

2005-11-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps, there's a Loreal Warehouse Sale at Expo.
If you guys use their products, might wanna have a look. I haven't go though.

It's a lovely Saturday.
And Junne's back from Perth! Yay!

By the way, these are some pics.

Taken at my 5th uncle's wedding...
My aunt, the bride, is DA BEST. She wore a black SHEER GOWN, with only sequins and embroidery covering the 'important' parts.
*whistles* (I don't know how to)

Taken in Yanyan's room. She likes the lighting.
I find it a tad too pale and very 'shu nu'. Eeeeewwww...
But well, since she painstakingly took and edited it, shall put it up.
Her skills are good, eh?

Same day. Taken at Cineleisure.
I was getting impatient with Idris on the phone. Thus the expression.

If you still haven't notice..YOU ARE BLIND!
I CUT MY HAIR!
I think about 6-7 inches got snipped off. Hehehehe..

Don't think it's nicer or not. Rather difficult to compare. Just different.

And I like it!
I'm so sick of sporting long hair.
That day after I stepped out of Suntec, I saw so many people with long, curly hair. Felt a sudden disgust with my hairstyle. So yeah, OFF IT GOES!

Front view.
Somehow, the short hair makes me hyper. Lighter too!
Maybe that explains the 0.6kg off my weight.

Time to cut your hair ladies!

=D

Sweet Sweet

2005-11-16T01:34:00.000+08:00

Peek-a-boo CHA! Guess who am I?

So clever! I'm Baby Abigail.

Nah! Give you a reward. BIG BIG milk bottle.
Has alot of my saliva one. Auntie Yanyan likes.

Ah Yi is kinda busy these few days. Thus she asked me to entertain the nice nice gorgors, jiejies, aunties and uncles who read her blog for her.

Wait ah..Let me comb my hair first. Pretty girl must always look her best.

Ah Yi taught me to play this song the other day, hope you'll like it.

*Curtsys*

Dengdeng dengdeng dengdeng deng,
deng deng dengdeng deng deng deng?
Deng dengdeng deng deng deng deng,
deng deng dengdeng deng deng deng.
Dengdeng dengdeng dengdeng deng,
deng deng dengdeng deng deng deng?

(Tune:Twinkle Twinkle Little Star)

*Curtsys*

Nice?

Please applause if you think it's nice!

*Crawls off*

Fated.

2005-11-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

There were these two occasions on two different days, Yanyan was RIGHT NEXT TO ME.

The first time, quite some time ago, a drunk girl puked onto my leg. Miss Cheng got away unscathed.

Yesterday, the waiter spilled Bailey's down my white halter top and white mini skirt. I looked as if I shitted in my skirt.
Yanyan? Nothing at all.

Maybe I'm just not supposed to go for Mambo nights.

&^@^#$*@^#*!%@^#(*%@&

Some people never fail to amaze me.

2005-11-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

When I was moderating Yanyan's comments, I saw this:

complacent
xx: do you think you can try to be less of the big-time loser you are?
11.08.05 - 7:57 pmIP: 203.125.55.166

amazed
xx: can you try to be less of a loser?
11.08.05 - 7:55 pmIP: 203.125.55.166

Negative comments - Almost the same
Names - Different
IP address - Same

My boyfriend is such a sweetie.

2005-11-08T14:56:00.000+08:00

Remember to buy the Macadamia Brittle flavour next time. =D

The Underwear Quest

2005-11-07T16:08:00.000+08:00

It is very irritating when you wanna find something you know it's there, and yet you can't find it.

Lucky for me, Wanyi has them.

Muahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Lamlam in a black boxer with shimmery red lips, and

Ah Niao in black elephant g-string with a purple fluff ball and tissue filled trunk.

Ha. Now I'm satisfied.

Shuyin the Cheapo.

2005-11-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

Got two free tickets to watch the Singapore Hit Awards 2005 on Friday, thanks to Feifei.

I love to watch live performances. It is only then that audience can see where these music performers stand in terms of singing abilities.

Looking at the singers who were going to attend the ceremony, I was rather excited.

Nah..Jay Chou was absent, and only A-Xin from Mayday came.
F.I.R attended though.

Great performances, pretty people.
Especially Stefanie Sun. Her live performances never fail to impress me.
I'm not a fan of JJ, but his multiple musical talents are undeniably good.

The whole awards ceremony was rather enjoyable except for one thing that annoyed me VERY MUCH.

One group of people, to be exact: the Energy fans.

I have absolutely no qualms about people cheering for their idol(s) when they perform, receive an award or go on stage. But I CANNOT stand it when those people screamed their heads off the whenever the camera captured a shot of the Energy members SITTING IN THE AUDIENCE SEATS DOING NOTHING.

It pisses me off even more when they did it while other singers were performing on stage. What will these performers feel, if they find out that the audience cheered not because of their performance, but because Energy appeared on the screens for a split second?

There was this part, when the CEO of RIAS was giving an important speech. Suddenly, out of nowhere, he was interuppted by an uproar. Him, knowing what was going on, gave a snigger and went, 'Thank you, thank you,', then continued with his important speech.

Ain't that embarrassing or what?

Embarrassed, if I'm one of the Energy members, and my fans are disrespectful to my fellow colleagues.
Embarrassed, as a Singaporean, to have such display of bad-mannerism in front of foreign guests.

I blurted a very loud, 'Mei you li mao!' after the 2 so-emotional-that-they-started-grabbing-their-hair girls erupted into screams beside me. Cannot tahan anymore.

Those people infuriated me further by leaving early just because their idols are not going to appear anymore during the awarding of the last award, to Zhou Hua Jian.

Wtf.

I'm no music guru to determine who is good or bad. But it is still basic courtesy to respect whoever is performing on stage, whether you like him or her.

Sheesh.

Enough of the ramblings.

To express my gratification to Feifei for the tickets, I decided to buy him a little something...

TADA!!

An underwear!
I have no idea what is it called.
Not G-string, not thong, briefs? I dunno la.
The two straps by the side are suppose to hang right below the butt cheeks if I'm not wrong.
Abbie's Dad chose it.

Even though Feifei didn't say anything, I think he secretly likes it.
I'm such a nice cousin right?
$1 nia from the Metro Warehouse Sale. Chin chai lah.

It seems like I kept buying underwear for people this year.

A little recap...

A red lacy panty with gold trimmings for Yanyan.

I just realised I couldn't find the rest of the pictures I have in mind!

The one with Lamlam in the black boxer with shimmery red lips, and the one of Ah Niao in the black elephant g-string with a purple fluff ball!

Shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit!

If anyone has them, can you please please send them to me?

Xie xie ni! Ai si ni le! Muack muack muack!

Back to the sale.

Lots of cheap but good buys!

Lingerie. $6.80 in total.

Shopping ain't shopping without bags and shoes.

$9.90.

Yellowish-green sling-back pumps with kitten heel. $16.90.

Turquoise pumps with embroidery. $19.90.

I lovelovelovelovelovelove shoes!

2 Converse trucker hats for $10 from Converse warehouse sale.
See the corduroy newsboy hat in the middle?
It's a Harry Potter Gryffindor hat! $5.90.
I'm so gonna wear it to the movie, which is showing in less than 2 weeks time!

Woohoo!

Mei bu mei?

I love warehouse sales.

Now I have to go moderate Yanyan's comments. Bo bian, I asked her to buy alot of things for me from BKK.

Ciao people.

(All of these except for the 2 Converse caps were bought from the Metro Warehouse Sale which had officially ended yesterday (Sunday). The Converse stuff were bought at their warehouse sale on Wednesday, which should have ended by now. All the time, I follow my cousin to these sales, so don't ask me where 'cos I'm not the driver. The big sales are usually at Expo. They'll usually advertise in the papers. Hope all these information helps. =D)

Don't you just love it?

2005-10-30T17:13:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

The Straits Time Page 4.

I didn't want to say 'I told you so'.

But why waste this chance?

I TOLD YOU SO!!!

Don't you just love it when you can do that?

I'm lovin' it!

Abbie The Antidote

2005-10-29T01:57:00.002+08:00

Who can actually be unhappy when there is Abbie?

Who can resist it, when one says, 'Hello, baby darling!', and she gives a big beautiful smile?

Abbie loves to play with my bangles.

This is the chair she sits in when she eats. You know the kind which looks like a normal square stool, but when you turn it, I think 90 degrees, it becomes a baby chair?
Very old school!
I sat in that very same chair when I was her age. See the scotch tapes?
Very durable. Good buy, must buy.. I wonder if they are still selling it.

Then she throws them away, and finds it very amusing.

A while later, she got bored...

A while later after she got bored, she got stressed...and started squeezing her face.

So the doting Ah Yi picked the bangles up for her..

YEAH!!!
I thought her this action last week, I think. She kept laughing when she saw me do it, and picked it up in an instant! So clever.
She had been doing it since then. *Smug*

Madam Mok, somehow this picture looks like me when I was a baby..
You think?
How ah? People are saying that we look alike. Now Abbie looks like me too...

WO MEN DOU SHI DA MEI NU!!!

Guess what happened?
She threw them away again. -______-!!

I placed her on the floor, so she can go find the bangles by herself.

She found the brown one but threw it under her play pen.
I took it out for her.

THEN THE NAUGHTY BABY SLOT IT UNDER THE PLAY PEN AND STARED AT IT.
*Pukes blood*

No more.
Couldn't find it.

She came to me and tapped ('PIAK' to be exact) my leg.
I gave a loud 'AIYO!'.
And she giggled.

:
:
:

SHE PIAK AGAIN!
So I exclaimed 'AIYO!' one more time.

Even happier.

---____________________---!

Another activity that Abbie loves, is to rummage my bag.
She took out the packet of tissue, and dropped it onto the floor.

First offence, so must give chance. Somemore she so cute.
Thus I picked it up and merely said sternly, 'No,no. Cannot throw.'

She looked at me, took the tissue, and DROPPED IT AGAIN.
'NO!'
She turned to face me, clapped her hand (Yes she knows how to clap), LAUGHED.
What to do? I laughed with her lor..

I picked the tissue up one more time. No surprise, she threw it away.
Third offence. No more chances.
'Ah Yi said you cannot throw. Why you throw?'

She stared at me, closed her eyes, and leaned her head towards my chest.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?

'Sayang, sayang. Next time Ah Yi bring ten packets of tissue let you throw, ok?'

Sorry Madam Mok, as you can see, it is inevitable but to spoil your daughter.

***

Had dinner with Idris and his friend, V.

3 of us, but look at the amount of food we ordered.

We, or rather, THEY finished up EVERYTHING.

Ridiculous.

V is 55kg, while my boyfriend is 59kg.

Where did all the food go?!?!

***

In case some of you don't know, my friends and I love to whack, smack and slap people.

Weili has his red slipper to do the job.

Yanyan, the smelly cheapo, uses a brinjal from Auntie Lucy. (N-T-U-C)
(This is easily the ugliest photo of a person I have ever seen.)

For me, of course I cannot lose out.
I got myself...

A BIG-ASS BODY BRUSH!

Daiso. $2.

Who dares to bully me?!

Shuyin is a happy girl!

Random stuff

2005-10-26T00:57:00.000+08:00

When I was in Chung Cheng and there were seperated classroom blocks, my class was on rather good terms with the class next door, 1A and 1B.
There was a period of time, when my classmates invented this really nonsensical game and dragged the 1B folks to participate in.
They played a stock exchange game.
And what's the element that determines the rise or fall of the one and only stock?
MY MOOD.

Was I that temperamental?
Huh huh huh huh huh...

I was a hot tempered person I think.

I remembered throwing my water bottle in primary school at Eugene, and caused him to trip while rushing to get a rag to clean the spilled water up. Funny that I remembered it so clearly till today when he doesn't recall a single thing.

In CCHSM (sec 1 or 2, I can't remember), I got upset by I-dunno-what-or-who, I threw my 2-layer metal piyo-piyo pencil case (Shh! Don't ask why did I use that. It was very cute and hip at that time.) straight into the dustbin from my seat. The next day, the guy who sat next to me gave me a metal pencil case, SINGLE LAYER. The cover was some Transformer looking cartoons, I think. Excuse me Mr Lewis, what exactly were you thinking when you decided to give it to me? I think I threw it away too...or did I give it back to him? Nah..I wasn't so nice.

Just trying to prove my point that I was a hot tempered person.
Still am.
But not so aggressive anymore.
'Cos now I'm indifferent.

Some said it's worse.
Yanyan said I am very horrible by being so indifferent.
There was this girl in Poly whom Yanyan dislike very much. They were always bickering and arguing about something, everything.
I often chided her about arguing with this girl, and she would say I'm even more mean because whenever the girl speaks, I'll give the 'I'm-not-interested' or 'You-are-not-worthy-enough' face and totally disregard whatever she has said.

I didn't know there were such depth in my facial expressions.

Dear reader, thank you very much to read till this point of this particular entry. But you are so going to smack me, because I have no idea why I wrote all that nonsense above. It cannot even be classified as long-winded, as they were totally IRRELEVANT to what I had wanted to say initially.

My intended main point of this post was to say that,'I had been in a rather bad mood for the past few days.'

There! I said it! Go on, go on! Gimme the DUH face.

As I am exceptionally ugly when I'm down, Idris brought me out for retail therapy.
My uncle's wedding dinner is this coming Saturday, so I need something to wear.

Bought 2 dresses and a jacket.

But guess what? My mood didn't improve.

There are like so many things that I wanna get. Ultra mini skirts, more jackets, accessories, bags, bags, and more bags. I haven't even start on the shoes.

Please let money drop down from the sky. Pretty please?
Or let me dream of 4 digits tonight that'll come tonight. Thank you ah!
I don't need too much la, around 200 will do.

200 hundred-dollar notes I mean.

Oh, and another thing. I have 2 dresses. Same design, different colours. (Yes I couldn't make up my mind of which colour to buy, so we bought both.)
Now I have to freaking decide which one to wear, what shoes to match, what accessories to go with it, and which bag to carry.
Yes I'm that anal.
Maybe I should take some pics and let you guys choose for me.

Bwah.

Next up...

Did you guys read Yanyan's latest entry?

Shocked the hell out of me.

Nah..not the Vo*y issue. It's the fact that she used so little vulgarities.

We were talking via MSN about on the very day that Peter Tan emailed the various companies.

This is the thing that made me boil.

This PT wrote:
'Toilets for disabled persons is a right, not a privilege. A barrier free environment provides people with disabilities a better quality of life by allowing them to participate and be contributing members of society. To deprive people with disabilities these basic amenities is to infringe on their rights and dignity. Whither civil society when selfishness reigns and the needs of people with disabilities are disregarded and ignored?'

Let me recall what I said.

Oh, I said that handicapped toilets or not, having public toilets is and will never ever be a right.
In countries where there's limited resources, people pee everywhere and shit in dug holes.
What public toilets?

As a normal person, lucky for me, I do not even dare to proclaim my rights. The things I can think of that rightfully belong to me is my life and the things I bought with my own money.

Let me put it in the crude way.
As a normal person, the simple thing of having means of transport that provide convenience like cars, buses, MRTs or even elevators, IS A PRIVILEGE. If nobody invented them or we cannot afford them, we can only fucking depend on our legs and walk.

And if wheelchairs weren't invented, unfortunately immobolised people can only stay at home, crawl, or depend on others to carry them. Unless they train themselves to walk with their hands or any other body parts that is.

What rights?

Yanyan's friend, Sihan, a lawyer in training, said that it is only a right if the law states so.

We all can recognise the blue sign on the toilet doors. If they put the word 'ONLY' and people use it, yeah, you'll deserve all the scoldings.

I, myself, don't use the handicapped toilets unless necessary. For me, I just feel awkward. There is no 'can or cannot' use. Just a very subjective 'should' or 'should not use'.

Yanyan is the first person that I know, who will go for the handicapped toilets. It is not something I'll do, but it is not something that is wrong.
For one, if there's a disabled person waiting to use it, I know she'll definitely let the person use first.
If she doesn't, I'll personally yank (I nearly spelled wank) her hair out of every single follicle.

Think about this:
Signs in buses and MRTs says, 'PLEASE give this seat to blah blah blah blah.'
It's not 'This seat is for the elderly, pregnant ladies, blah blah blah. If you are not anyone of them, you'll be fined $500 or jailed'

Get what I mean? It's a morals and values thingy. Nothing about rights.

Seriously, if all the less fortunates think in a way that things like handicapped toilets are their rights, I will definitely think twice about donating to the charities.
Take it that I'm petty or whatsoever. It doesn't feel good to be taken for granted.

Enough of things that pissed me off when I am already feeling pissy.

On a different note, Weili's hamster is such a poor thing.

My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
I was so dulan with my hamster
Let's go sing song! says:
Why? Cos it always fall backwards?
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
I FLICKED it with my index finger
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
then it squeaked
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
and went to lie down
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
then now not moving
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
die le not
Weili is very du lan at his hamster. How magnanimous right? says:
test if it's breathing?
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
yes la
Weili is very du lan at his hamster. How magnanimous right? says:
put a tissue paper at the nostrils
Weili is very du lan at his hamster. How magnanimous right? says:
see if it moves
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
-__-
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
the mouth is twitching
Weili is very du lan at his hamster. How magnanimous right? says:
maybe tio stroke
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
hen hao xiao
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
i flick damn hard
Weili is very du lan at his hamster. How magnanimous right? says:
why u flick it!
Weili is very du lan at his hamster. How magnanimous right? says:
it's a hamster
Weili is very du lan at his hamster. How magnanimous right? says:
not pi sai!
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
du lan
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
i think he's in shock
Weili is very du lan at his hamster. How magnanimous right? says:
told u kenna stroke liao
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
he lie down on his back
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
then open his eyes
Weili is very du lan at his hamster. How magnanimous right? says:
ban shen bu shui
My towel slipped off along the corridoor and I was STARK NAKED for 4 seconds. says:
die liao
Weili is very du lan at his hamster. How magnanimous right? says:
must sit wheel chair liao

Poor hamster with a twitching mouth.

AH.
I'm still not very cheery.
Think I need a dose of Abbie...

Ciao.

认知

2005-10-19T00:55:00.000+08:00

一位艺人说过一句话。他说：“人，在面对现实时，有两种应对方法：一种是逼自己长大；另一种是变得像个孩子一样。”

真是一言惊醒梦中人。不，应该说“顿悟”，比较贴切吧。

一直以来，我认为自己有时太过于实际；什么事都必须有个解释，一切都可以按步就班的分析。

很多人说过我很成熟理智，有时甚至觉得有些过于理智而变得冷酷。我承认这一点。但是，大家疏不知的，是我觉得自己有时也很幼稚、很无理取闹。

很矛盾。成熟与幼稚，怎能并存？
百思不得其解，而且很挣扎。

讨厌自己的冷淡与淡漠，也厌恶本身的幼稚和情绪化，更加对于不能控制及解释自身的感觉感到反感。

听过了那句话，再慢慢咀嚼后，发现自己的“双性”，会因环境的驱使而交替。在面对无助、孤立，或必须自身担当责任时，我变得很理智；为了保护自己，我会呈现淡漠。相反的，如周遭有可信赖之人能给予庇护，主导权我拱手相让，担子让你挑；自己则做个需要人照顾，只会撒娇哭闹的孩子。

不了解自尊过胜的自己，也非常看不起逃避现实的自己。
嗤之以鼻。。。

两头不着岸，让人迷失在茫茫大海中。

我想，在获得这份认知时，是在当中寻找平衡：在成长成熟的当儿，也别失去童真中的热情。

**I'm using NJStar Communicator. This one allows users to type Chinese on every platform, I think. If you are using NJStar Chinese WP, just type in the program, and then simply do a copy and paste to where you want it to be. I think this works for every other chinese processing software. If there are anymore questions about how to this, I don't know if I can answer everyone of them, 'cos I learnt all these through trial and error. Good luck and have fun.

2005-10-16T07:26:00.000+08:00

30 over years ago, a little baby girl was born.
She was a cute baby indeed, just like the girl in picture below.

Of course this is not her. This is yours truly. So cute, so adorable. And I'm not so OLD...

This FOLLOWING one is the girl I'm talking about.

30 over years later, in 2004, this little girl, all grown up (and married), was pregnant. The little girl then, is now an 'Ah-Soh'.
The expected due date for the baby was around 25th Oct 2004.

However, little did Ah-Soh and her husband expected the baby to arrive 2 weeks earlier. They still happily went to attend a friend's wedding at Ritz Carlton. They just finished the third dish and she felt the contractions.

They had to leave. What a waste. I heard they gave a BIG hongbao. Tsk tsk tsk..

Easy birth it was.
The baby was born on 10 October 2004.
It was the Mommy's birthday.
The baby? It's a girl, whom her Ah Yi fell in love with after she saw her beautiful eyes.
Her name is Abigail Lim Shi En.
The meaning behind the name 'Abigail' is 'Daddy's delight'. She's everybody's delight.

The little tiny baby grew day by day, into one active little darling of her parents.
Soon, one year passed, and here we are, to celebrate her VERY FIRST BIRTHDAY, or should I say, the very first birthday that Baby Abbie and Mommy is going to celebrate TOGETHER.

A party was held at Downtown East Pasir Ris Chalet on the 8th October 2005, which close friends and relatives were invited to celebrate this special day with the family.

The forever so nice Ah Yi (Yours Truly again) and her smelly friend, Cheng Yanyan painted a banner for the birthday girls, since they have alot of paint left, after painting their friend's birthday banner last month.
Of course they are not such cheapos to only paint it 'cos they didn't wanna waste the paint. They painted the banner 'cos Ah Yi loves Abbie very much, and CYY wanted to boast about her 'artistic-skills', and that she's worried that she would not be allowed into the party.

Apart from the banner, Ah Yi, her sister (who is another Ah Yi too) , and CYY decorated the venue with pink and white balloons and curly golden ribbons! NICE!

That's cheeky Abbie in Mommy's arms and their chocolate birthday cake!

That's another birthday cake. Mango flavoured. 2nd celebration. Private one with Daddy and Ah Yi..
The bad thing about having the same birthday as your mom, is that, you have to share the cake with her. And since she's holding on to the spoon, you can only STARE when Mommy eats...
Poor Abbie darling.

3rd celebration at Swensen's.
Much better. Two 'cakes' this time. 2 Firehouse Sundaes for the birthday girls...
Oh, and not to forget the special birthday song sung by the staff.

Look what Abbie got for her birthday! Lotsa clothes and toys!

Oh wait, what's that?!?!
(Zoom in, zoom in)

A t-shirt hand-made by both Ah Yi!!
H-A-N-D-M-A-D-E.

Here's the birthday girl at her post party celebration.
Let's go ask her a few questions!

Ah Yi: Abbie baby, you are enjoying yourself! Aren't you?

Abbie: HEHEHEHEHEHEH!!!

Ah Yi: How did you find your party?

Abbie: Gagaga! The cake is this big!

Ah Yi: Oh, so you love your cake?

Abbie: Yumyum! I ate 30 slices of cake. Three-Zero. Mum mum.

Ah Yi: Woah. So how did you find your birthday on the whole?

Today is a special day!

2005-09-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Simply because I've got pretty nails!

Tada!

Nice? Done by yours truly leh!

Of course I'm not so narcissistic to declare a special day 'cos of my nails. I just wanna hao lian!

Anyway...

Today's a very special day, because

IT'S THE LUNAR BIRTHDAY OF MY DARLING ABIGAIL!!!
(Is there an official term for birthdays on the lunar calendar?)

What did I do?
Definitely is to make my little pricess happy!

Nothing beats having someone to play with her.

New clothes from Grandpa(my uncle)!

Die die also must take a pic with her and my nails..

She was biting this 'O' shape from the rubber mat, and she decided she wanted to go somewhere else. So, she held on to it with her mouth and crawled away. I was laughing like mad when I saw this. My favorite pic of the batch!

Isn't she cute?!
She wanna eat, but it's cold, and she wanna eat again.
Abbie loves ice-cream!

Time for bed!
Or maybe not.

Where are my presents?

Where are my presents?

(Frown)Where are my presents?

Abbie: WHERE ARE MY PRESENTS?!?!
Ah Yi: OEI! WHERE ARE HER PRESENTS?!?!

Aiya! Joking one la! I'm a baby..I dunno what are presents...

Hee.

Heehee.

Abbie: =P
Ah Yi: =P

HAHAHAHA SO FUNNY!!!

Happy Birthday my Darling Baby..

A photo from long, long ago!

2005-09-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

IS HER FACE ROUND OR WHAT?!

*Alot of photos coming, for it's a special day.

When Shuyin argues with Shuyin...

2005-09-28T04:10:00.000+08:00

Case #1
I read a girl's blog pretty regularly.
A few days back, she wrote something along the line of this:
'Most people will think it's my fault anyway, since I'm always the bad girl. I brought it upon myself anyway. I always cover up all his flaws and presented him in good light to all the people around me. Do you know my pain? Nobody will understand the pain that I went through.'

SY1: Cannot stand this kind of people. There she is proclaiming to be oh so noble, and to be the person who took all the shit in the relationship, and then writing in her blog about how pitiful she is. It's like what's her point? She WANTS people to know, or she DOESN'T WANT people to know?
Mind you, I read her blog and always thought that the boyfriend is a scum from all the things she said. There are lousy boyfriends, I know. What good light?

SY2: Maybe she ren wu ke ren?

SY1: Yes I know. Just the point of her not practising what she preached. 说一套，做一套. What she wrote made me think that she's just doing all these to garner sympathy. If she persisted in doing it all the way and keeping it to herself, then I'll truly admit that she's 'noble' indeed.

SY2: But it's her blog. Like a diary. It's a personal space. Don't forget the 'diary' factor.

SY1: But she knows there are people reading her blog leh.

SY2: Don't be a kpo la. Outsiders cannot do much too. The couple are the only ones who know what's what in their relationship.

SY1: Ya lor..that's why I don't talk about mine here. Just in case I get some comments that might sway my objectivity.

SY2: I agree. Eh, don't you hate it that when people quarrel, they give loads and loads of reasons, and they bring out some ancient grandmother story long ago and go on and on.

SY1: Yes yes! The worst thing is, they went one big round, and they didn't address the problem AT ALL. 'Hello, I'm talking THIS problem here. *snap fingers* FOCUS!' They just don't wanna admit that they're wrong la.
But hor, what has it going to do with this case?

SY2: Nothing. Just feel like saying it. Cannot meh?

SY1: -_-! You talk so much. Those reading might think you've got problems with Idris or what.

SY2: Ya hor.. Ok. Shh..shhhh...

***

Case #2
Weili wrote an entry about this system of his school, which was pretty much a flop. Someone loser wrote and email and sent to various departments with a capital 'S' and said that Weili insulted the school and asked them to look into the matter. The various heads of the departments HAD A MEETING to discuss this matter. Lucky for him, his vice dean was open minded enough. She asked Weili to be careful with what he writes. She didn't want to look into the matter 'cos they don't even know who wrote the letter anyway.

SY1: Heng ah!

SY2: Ya la! Was it necessary to blow the matter up to this extend? Meeting across departments? All my friends who are from that school complained about that system. I bet if they do a google search on their students' blogs, they can easily find a handful who said the same thing about the system.

SY1: Weili's blog has more readers, I guess. Which definitely increased the risk of him getting into trouble.

SY2: True. But what trouble? Excuse me, how do you insult a school? I don't think Weili was insulting anyone or anything anyway. 'Complain' is the better word.

SY1: Maybe it's due to his use of expletives. People react differently towards the use of vulgar language. People who don't know what 'knnbccb' means, may not even bother at all; people who always hear it, will just see it as a form of expressionand brush it off; while people who are more sensitive towards it will take it more seriously and personally. In this case, I think it's the readers' own discretion and give the writer the space to express in his/own style.

SY2: I feel that they should look at the bigger picture of improving the system.

SY1: Correct. Haiz, it's saddening we cannot write as freely anymore. You'll never know what might accuses will be thrown to you the next second.

SY2: Better don't dwell on this anymore then, just in case I get Weili into more trouble.

SY1: 现在都死无对证. Weili had already closed down his blog and going to stop blogging. What a waste. Maybe I shall 撒娇 to him to write me an email from time to time, blogging style.

SY2: Yeah! It's seldom that Shuyin 撒娇 to anyone. GOGOGO!

SY1: -__-!!

***

Case #3
What else but the case of the JC students getting into trouble because of their blogs. Mrbrown gave a short and sweet summary. Everyone should already know about it.

SY1: Bah! That's simply ridiculous.

SY2: Precisely! Actually come to think of it, it all boils down to the issue of 'what is a blog?', which we are constantly pondering about.

SY1: Yeah. The Net is already a grey area. The nature of a blog is even more ambiguous.
Blog = Web diary.
Web = World Wide Web >> A virtual world where anyone who has internet access can access to.
Diary = A personal, private space to write whatever one wants to express, to record.
The nature of the two things already opposes each other to some extent. So is it private? Or public?
Of course, they can co-exist, if not why are there so many blogs now? But the price is of course, the lesser freedom to express, and the shortchange in content or style.

SY2: Yes! It's a constant struggle man. For example, I say, 'Fatsos are gross!'

SY1: How can you be so insensitive?!

SY2: But it's my diary! I can write whatever I want!

SY1: But there are people reading your blog.

SY2: Then how?! Write or don't write? I really feel that way what...Maybe not all fatsos are gross la. But if I don't write, then it defeats the purpose of this being a diary, then people too say I'm too stupid to come out with anything. But if I write, I might hurt someone, one of them might even sue me too! HOW?!?! *grabs hair*

SY1: relax relax. Back to the topic.

SY2: Paiseh paiseh. Maybe some authority should just come out with a list of Dos and Don'ts in blogs. You know lika Acts? They'll list down every single criteria and such. That'll help.

SY1: Ya right. Do you know how wide of an area they have to cover? Even in the real world, some people 走法律漏洞 to get themselves out of trouble. The Net such a massive space. It'll take a long time to cover every single possible problem.

SY2: You have a point. But look at the JC students. In the first place, if they knew the teachers are reading their blogs, I don't think they would have written what they wrote. I think suspension was too harsh.

SY1: But you are not suppose to insult people in the first place. And shouldn't they bear in mind that it's the WWW.

SY2: But it's a diary!

SY1: There we go again..the diary versus web issue.

SY2: Yes I know. I feel that the school should issue warnings instead. If I'm a teacher, I'll go to the students and say, 'I read your blog about what you wrote about me. Maybe we can sit down and discuss what can be improved. I'm hurt by the comments you made. Would you mind if you can take them down?'

SY1: Ya..If I'm the student, I'll feel guilty already..It shows the benevolence of the teacher too..set a good example.

SY2: Suspension is too much. These things are done out of curriculum. Why should the students' school work be affected too?
If the 'insulted' persons in question are not the teachers, but some other people, will they be suspended from school? I highly doubt so. I can't help to think that the school is abusing their authority.

SY1: Teachers and pricipals should be treated with respect.

SY2: So are any other people. The local teachers' union said they'll back the teachers if they wanted to engage in any legal actions. I know they are trying to protect their members. However I don't think that was a good approach to the problem at all.

SY1: Maybe they gave a harsher punishment to warn the others? 杀一儆百. Remember the two guys who were prosecuted for the racist comments?

SY2: But that was different. The two of them were totally in wrong. That was an issue of NAtional Security. But this? What is the magnitude of the potential damage?可别为了杀鸡儆猴，而导致杀鸡取卵的局面. Teachers has the union the back them up, they have the resources. What about the students? They seemed to be victimised now, no? 物极必反啊.

SY1: Everything is just so confusing. What can be done? What cannot be done?

SY2: Read this. Very helpful.

Minutes later...

SY1: Ok done. Majority of us, do not know every single law there is. We might have committed them without even knowing, thinking it was ok. I think a good way will be to give warnings first. Unless we are talking about really malicious and damaging issues like the racist one.
Very sian-ed by all these. Shall go do my nails.

SY2: CHAO BIMBO!

SY1: What?! You are me ok?!

SY2: I forgot.

Just photos, or maybe not.

2005-09-27T04:20:00.000+08:00

Spent last week playing DW5 at Idris' place.
I love the new character, Xing Cai. Hohoho.

We have relatively clean air in Singapore, but somehow, the air at his place, smells different from everywhere else. That's the perk for living near a 'forest' and far away from the roads I think-fresh, cooling air. My face didn't get as oily throughout the day either.

Damn bimbotic, I know.
Just my little observation. Shall write it down just in case they move house.

In his house.
For once, no double chin, no red eye.
Think I've put on weight. And I hate it when it happens, 'cos it all pile up at the wrong areas. -_-!
I don't have Photoshop in my lappy. So what you see is what you get. Very sad. Cannot edit.

Talking about photoshop, Mr Chua HAS photoshop.
So, I gave it a shot to do some photo editing. Hopefully I can give Miss Cheng a run for her money. =D

GWAH!! Look at the double chin, baby. You like?
From this fugly, yellowish picture...

edit..

edit..

edit..

Tada!!
shi bu shi hen mei?
Nicer jaw line.
We look scandalous hor?

Think I shall install the software.
Nah..don't think I can surpass Yanyan though. In terms of experience, I've already lost out.

I don't understand why are people against photo editing.
If technology enables us to make things look better, why not?

There is this celebrity, who apppeared in a local magazine cover in a bikini. She has a scar on her adomen area, and they airbrushed it away.
Confirm, chop, guarantee that she's definitely above average, both face and figure.
No one will want the scar to spoil the whole aesthetics, wouldn't they?
Even if we don't mind the scar being there, as the boobs already diverted the attention, it'll still be better if we can ENHANCE the visual, correct?

Let's not talk about ugliness, since it's such a BE-U-TIFUL world and everything is so BE-U-TIFUL.
Will you rather keep beautiful or 'beautiful-er' photos of yourself?
If you choose the former, sorry, we don't click. You can close this window already.
In the mean time, see a doctor. You somethingwrong. (Shuyin does circular motion with index finger beside her temple.)

When we post our pictures in our blogs, friendster, even MSN profile, of course we'll select the nicer ones. So if we are able to photoshop our photos and make them more visually friendly, we can have more of them! Then, we'll be happy, people who see them will also be happy ('cos no need to puke while having lots to see), everyone will be happy! jie da huan xi! *throws confetti*

But then again, 'photoshopping' is a very time consuming process.
The best thing will be, to not need to edit anything, and still look great!

The model with great skin, cute face, will of course...

BE MY DARLING ABIGAIL!!!

She's turning one already...
And she have four little teeth now...
Not very little la. Poor baby, must be quite a torture when the gum itches.

Lots and lots of Abbie!
She has so many expressions now, that it is so difficulte to keep track of.
My cousin counted that within 5 minutes while she was sleeping, she changed 30 poses.
shi bu shi hen li hai?

I just saw her yesterday, and seeing this pictures make me miss her already...

Totally irrelevant, but Joel aka bigfuck aka rambotan said he likes the larger than life caucasians in Chicago, which is where he is now. Bet he's having a GREAT time.
And we both dislike MEMEs.
Have fun and study hard ah!

Too busy to blog, because...

2005-09-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

Abbie's 1st birthday is coming!!!

OoooOOOooooOOOooooOOOOOo...
I'm so excited!

Helped my cousin made an emailer:

No money to buy presents, so must do manual labour.

Actually, I have no idea what I'm busy with.
Just felt busy...

Can't wait for the party!

I woke everyone up..

2005-09-16T03:01:00.000+08:00

By my laughter.

Because of THIS.

Excuse me, while I go pat everyone back to sleep.

Game.

2005-09-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

Omigosh omigosh!
I'm so excited la!
'Cos Idris said he'll get this for me within these few days.

Dynasty Warriors 5!!!

I totally love this game..
It's easier then the typical RPGs like Xenosaga, in which I'll have pretty much fallen asleep before Kosmos gets her new costume or what. The levelling up process is so monotonous.
I'll just wait for Idris to complete them, and I'll watch the 'movies' with the nice songs.

But Dynasty Warriors -> MY KIND OF GAME!!

Fight fight fight!

Oh, not to forget the story line too..
San Guo Yan Yi!

My favorite character in the story and in the game (DW 1,2,3,4):

Doesn't Guan Yu just emits the OMPH vibes?
I have a thing for heroic characters who apart from the usual package of being righteous, courageous and bash those baddies upside down, they have this fatherly touch about them.
Don't know what the hell I'm talking about?
I also don't know. Very difficult to explain.
Think Bruce Willis, Zhang Tie Lin, Jin Chao Qun...

My BEST character:

After I played Guan Yu until cannot play anymore, I had to choose a new one. The thing about playing with pro-gamers like Idris and his sister, is that all the good characters, ARE ALL TAKEN BY THEM before I understand what is what, what belongs to what. They have already done all the necessary research by the time they get their hands on it. -_-
I was stuck with no many choices, so I chose someone from my favorite country in the story, Shu.
Surprisingly, I was very good leh!

Usually if we get bored of playing our core characters, we will select a few, just for fun.

Idris' sister likes to use this guy:

No matter if he wins or loses a battle, he'll go around making comments somewhere along the lines of 'I'M SO BEAUTIFUL."
Reminds me of Yanyan.

This time round, I'm going to try this new character:

I like her name. So meng huan.
And she belongs to Shu. (SHUyin)
Abit lame.
CAI YI DUI SHI MO HA MO SHA FEI KE!! I 'CHOP' HER FIRST.
You don't even think about it.
Every time there's new female character, YOU TAKE. Big boobs, YOU SNATCH.
I still remember Ayane. Stupid woman, her boobs are the size of my heads.
At least I'm taller. *indignant*

I don't think Yanyan will read this entry. It'll bore the hell out of her. She hate's 'male' topics, topics which guys can go on and on and on and forget about the girlfriends. NS is one, gaming is another. I can't stand it, too.

My boyfwen ah, is a hardcore gamer.
There was a period of time he was totally obsessed with the Final Fantasy online version. Whenever I go over to his place, he'll just be playing.
I'll take a nap, read magazines, watch DVDs, and he'll be playing non-stop.

Being the very nice girlfriend I was, I didn't complain.
I did my own stuff, and when night came, 'OK! I HAVE TO GO HOME.'
This happened for a few times, THEN THE BOYFRIEND WILL START TO FEEL GUILTY.
'Oh, I didn't spend quality time with my girlfriend.'
'Oh I'm such a jerk, totally neglected her, and yet she's so nice about it. Didn't complain at all.'

TADA!! I WIN.

Of course, that didn't work permanantly. Whenever there's a new game, the process repeats itself all over again.

One day, I was fed-up.
OK LOR, U PLAY RIGHT? I ALSO PLAY LOR. THEN I NEGLECT YOU.

But I only managed to play well in a few games. A tad more controls, I fumble.
At least I tried...

On a different note, the siblings are really good gamers. So many of Idris' friends, the two of them win every one of them. So most of the time, I just watch.

Kinda 'high' today.
Must be the excitement of getting the game.

Sleepless gaming nights! Here I come!!!

I knew it.

2005-09-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

Change of plan.
Weili will blog about his birthday, with pictures.
Yanyan will blog about the banner making.
Me? SHAKE LEG!!!
Will put up pics that I like, which they don't post.

I KNEW THERE WAS SOMETHING GOING ON BETWEEN THEM!

Happy Happy Sunday!

2005-09-11T12:22:00.000+08:00

(Edited: My lousy cousin can't read han yu pin yin. Tsk.)
It's Sunday!
And it's our beloved gorilla's birthday!

I'm blogging over at his place now..
Stupid Yanyan is still sleeping and stupid Weili kept mumbling to himself..

I'm such a nice friend, I tell you!

Yanyan and I spent 6-7 hours yesterday PAINTING a banner for the birthday boy.
Didn't even do such thing for my Jerry Yen when I went for the F4 concert can?!

Ahahahaha. Chuan bang le.

Shall post more details and pics of his big day tomorrow. HOHOHOHOHOHO!

Meanwhile, it's Abbie time!

To date, little baby has three little teeth and she loves biting my bangle.
Oh my god, she's so cute can?

Who cares if you think that I'm using the baby's photos to make up for my 'lack of content'?
Whenever I see her cute, chubby face, it makes me happy!
Shui guan ni men ah? Wo kai xin jiu hao.
LEI CHOI AH? (Cantonese)

HOHOHO!! ABBIE ABBIE!!

She's wearing the rhomper I bought for her from KL which turn out to fit pretty well, and er..biting the toy I bought too..

Ni zai pai wo ma?
Ai pai na li, jiu pai na li. --Mdm Mok, this is a line from an OS*M advertisement, in case you dunno
(Are you photographing me? Take wherever you want.)

Wo ji xu yao!
(I continue biting.)

Wo zuo zhe yao..
(I can bite while I'm sitting..)

Tang zhe ye ke yi yao!
(Can also bite while I'm lying down!)

A-yi shuo wo shi CHAO JI WU DI XIAO KE AI!!!
Wa biang, this one very hard to translate..
(Ah Yi says I'm a SUPER DUPER LITTLE CUTIE!!)

Still biting..

MMMMMMMMMMMMPPHHHHH!

Hen lei leh, pai na me duo photos.
(Very tiring leh, take so many photos)

MY LITTLE PRINCESS!

Have a nice day, people!

Blogging...

2005-09-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

I've said this many times to my friends, and I shall say it here, too...

I think, the blogging world is pretty much, screwed up nowadays.
It seems to me that more and more bloggers are writing for fame on the expense of others, for flaming others, for many other reasons, but not what blogs or rather, web diaries, are supposed to be in the first place...

Even I, myself, am not blogging the way people are supposed to write in their diaries. I can't bring myself to write too much about my inner self; I can't bring myself to write too much about people around me, in order to protect them; and I can't bring myself to write because I have no idea what topic will actually NOT induce any negative comments. Even when I didn't do anything, there are actually people who have bad stuff to say.

And, it doesn't help, with irresponsible people popping out of nowhere, leaving nasty comments, creating disrespectful stuff about others, hurting people, just because no one will know about their true identity in real life.

Seeing my close friend get hurt by untrue accusations, made me very cynical about this whole blogging subject.

Very often, I have the urge to ask her to stop blogging, but I can't, because it's her source of income, and it's her dream.
Very often, I asked myself, 'Since I don't really like blogging so much, why don't I just stop writing?'. And then my answer will be that, at least, sometimes, I can use my blog as a medium to stand up for this friend of mine. In the mean time, I can record stories and pictures of my darling niece and 'hao lian' to everyone. Also, I can write, if I feel like it, that is.

Lately, I felt quite bad 'cos I haven't been defending her as much as before.
Even if I said my piece, those that agree with me, are those who supports her too. Those who don't and do not want to see my point, will never ever do so.
Suan le ba...
It's fine to not agree with someone's actions or views. It will be good if one can 'dui shi bu dui ren'(target on the issue but not personally). I do not always agree with this friend too. But I think it is rather important to get all the facts right before we start to churn out any opposing views.

From my blog, I don't think anyone can know much about me, as I made it a point to protect myself. I felt that the more I disclose, the more stuff there is, for people to attack me. Even so, I still got my share of nonsense, 'You are xiaxue's dog', 'You are ugly' blah blah blah. These are still acceptable... It is totally impossible to tolerate when people pick on innocent people, even more ridiculous, pick on babies...
If the point is to make me upset, congratulations, you did it. I am not affected by the things you say, 'cos they make no sense to me, just a bunch of garbage. I'll just delete them. No biggie.
However, I am traumatised, by where all these crap are coming from. It makes me disgusted, to imagine how ugly the hearts of these people, to say such hurtful things about people. I tried to make myself understand by explaining to myself, 'No choice la, I'm Xiaxue's good friend.' But even totally harmless people who are related to famous bloggers like mrbrown's kids, kenny's dad, etc, get attacks like these too.. Ni men hai you mei you ren xing de?
It is just pathetic...
Did I mention that these are usually people who have only made up cyber identities?
Next time, if you see us on the streets, come say it in our faces. I'll hail you for that, really.

There are so many blogs out there. If anyone doesn't like a blog, ditch it and search for one that is worthy of your time and intelligence. Bloggers are not newspapers' writers. Their duties and responsibilities are different...cut them some slack and give them a chance to breathe.

To my blogging friends who are on hiatus,
Take care, recharge, and come back with a blast!

To my blogging friends who have their share of nonsense,
Stay strong, stay happy, and continue writing! 'Cos I wanna read!

Muack muack,
Shuyin

(Like always, I didn't check through my SPGs. Correct me all you want..I'll change if I feel like it, or if Wanyi starts bugging me about them.)

Whose Birthday is it?

2005-09-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

It's FEIFEI'S!!!

Happy 23rd!!!

(He's 33 actually, but he insisted that he's 23rd. People birthday la, must give face. If not, I'm dead meat, literally, if he pounces on me...)

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY, FEI FEI!!!

Wo men shi yong yuan de S.H.E!!

Ni shi Selina, wo shi Hebe, Abbie shi Ella!

Da jia hao! WO MEN SHI ASS EDGE EEEE NU PENG YOU!!!

*peace signs*

I'm a very good cousin, ain't I?

Happy Birthday!!

And I'll TRASH you in mahjong!!

Could Abigail Be A Prodigy?

2005-09-02T01:17:00.000+08:00

At a young age of 10 months, Abbie already knows how to count.

One, two, three, four, five, six...

Seven, eight, nine, ten!

Eleven, twelve, thirteen... Wah SHIOK! So much!

Hmmm, according to my calculation, NayNay Gnehz, you owe me 17 packets of Huggies Diapers, L size.

Where are my diapers?

OEI! Very long already. Give me back my diapers leh!

Don't have?!?! You bluffing right? Gimme back la!

EH YOU! NAYNAY GNEHZ! WHERE ARE MY DIAPERS? QIAN NIAO PIAN HUAN NIAO PIAN!!!

Don't like that la..My diapers where?

Where are my diapers...*trails off*

Sian..no diapers to wear...

Mama and Papa earn money very hard leh...Now still have to spend extra money to buy diapers..How?

Ah Yi, "Baby is such a sweety, so considerate! Don't be sad ok, Ah Yi knows you are a good girl, and I've got good news for you!"

DENG DENG DENG DENG!!

Check this out!

3rd price leh! That's equivalent to 5 tins of milk powder!

Ah Yi is so proud of you!

*Hugs*

*Abbie ain't calculating la, she was trying to sing along and clap to the song 'If you're happy and you know..' (What's the exact title?)

**I've put the tagboard back up 'cos my cousin likes to see people praising Abbie. So yar..Let me wear my shield and you all can tag ahead. Unsightly tags will be deleted.

WOOHOO!!

2005-09-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

wo de xin zhen de shou shang le...

BBBBBWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

I cried and I cried and I cried.

Oh my god! I was sosososososososososososososo TOUCHED!!

Tears flowing uncontrollably, mixing with the Pipa Duck I was eating(or was it the Chilli Crab?).

Who cares if I was a mess?

Weilian sung it so WONDERFULLY can?!?!?!

Who cares if my mascara smudged?

With my dirty hands, I ran upstairs and grabbed my mobile, punched smses to Wanyi & Yanyan. I know both of them will be bawling too if they were watching.

WOOOOOOHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

I was going to be neutral for the competition, 'cos I felt both finalists were good.

BUT THAT SONG!!!
Sorry Kelly, I think you did better than Weilian on the whole, but that one song won me over.

When Weilian teared after completing all five rounds, I was so happy for him.
It was a long, long road, and him being visually impaired, he had to put in more effort than any other person in the competition.
At that point of time, it did not matter if he didn't win. He is a winner to have come so far and complete his duties..

I could not help myself anymore, I VOTED!!

I was screaming at the highest pitch I can muster when the results were out!
(*whispers* I'm a Soprano 1)
Sorry neighbours, I couldn't help it.

Insert:
I was talking with Wanyi about the show, and I'm so proud to be a Singaporean! We have a blind superstar, 1st in the world, I think (excluding Taiwan's Jin Men Wang & Li Bing Hui), and Xu Huan Liang is so li hai! He wrote such beautiful lyrics in a matter of 4 hours.. *mo bai*

*Sings*
If you're happy and you know you clap your hands!
Piak Piak
*Abbie giggles*
If you're happy and you know you clap your hands!
Piak Piak
*Abbie giggles*
When you're happy and you know, and you really want to show,
if you're happy and you know you clap your hands! PIAK PIAK!
*Abbie giggles*

Teeheehee

2005-08-29T00:26:00.000+08:00

I prefer this BLUR pic:

to this CLEARER one:

because my kneecap looks weird in the latter..

Heehee, I'm such a bimbo.

The 2 of them are so gonna smack me.

Today is Sunday.

2005-08-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

Mr Eugene Lau wu gui lost his handphone.

Since he was my old flame back in primary school, I shall help him announce this, though I doubt many of his friends read my blog.

No choice la, putting notices on Yanyan's blog must pay money one leh.
Jiang jiu, jiang jiu dian ba.
No fish, prawns also can la.
Oops, I mean heh bi.

The thick-skinned man said since he's my friend, and Yanyan's my friend, it should be free of charge.
I tell you..

CANNOT.

If it's really so, wouldn't I be very busy?
Wait St*v*n Lim wanna be my friend how? I don't have much eyebrow for him to pluck.
MAI LA.

Anyway, if you are his friend, please kindly send him an sms or give him a call.
That dunno-drink-what-brand-of-milk-and-become-so-tall LAULAU left his handphone in a cab.

It seems like alot of people lost their mobiles by leaving them in cabs.
If anyone of you decides to leave your mobile in a cab on any day, please give me a call or leave a message, I'll ask my dad to go fetch you, and you leave your handphone in his cab, ok?
I'll ask him to give you a discount.

*grins innocently*

***

Mr Kenny Sia, CAN YOU PLEASE CHANGE YOUR BLOGSKIN?!

For a moment, I thought you are Calvin Klein's spokesperson.
And then, I thought you were some paedophile who likes to see little girl in swimsuit sliding down a slide.

AND THEN THAT IRRITATING TECHNO/TRANCE MUSIC, WHICH IS RINGING IN MY HEAD NOW!

I think everyone got your point.

Please change back, before Yanyan starts singing it in my face.

Thank you very much.

???

2005-08-27T18:37:00.001+08:00

When in the middle of the night while you are sound asleep, YOU KENA ONE VERY PAINFUL LEG CRAMP..a really really painful one, which felt like your leg was being wrenched like a damp cloth.

Do you

1) cry and whimper while messaging your leg,

2) Or curse and curse while kneading your leg like dough, then realise you are actually scolding your own body and decide to go back to sleep?

My sis is no.1 and I'm no.2.

I find that very weird.

Hmmm...

Someone has some new stuff!

2005-08-27T02:16:00.000+08:00

(Edited (single or double 't') with more pictures)

New hairstyle,

New dress from Yanyan auntie and Ah Yi.

Very pretty!

And a cute red bubble chair!

I think she likes them. =)

Stop complaining already.

2005-08-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

On my way home just now, two teeny boopers were sitting behind me. And guess what they were discussing?

DENG DENG DENG DENG!!!

PROJECT SUPERSTAR!

Duh.

They were going on and on about how unfair the judges were; how stupid it was that Junyang got out, the show is biased..ladida ladida.

They were still yakking away when I alight. You never know man, they might start blaming how the plants were placed (were there plants?), or how the colours of what the judges were wearing clashed with the aura of their idol, or how the voting number did not match his 'sheng cheng ba zi'..Ohoh, maybe the mic was manufactured on an inauspicious date?

The hoohaa about the qualifications of the final two is really getting on my nerves. There is really nothing much to blame, really. Those people who are complaining..blame yourself la. Who ask you never vote more?

Initially, when I was watching the guys' contest, I was damn pissed off by the judges, by the obvious bias towards Junyang. Everyone expected Junyang to win due to Weilian's disability and thought he would. But do they need to be so obvious?
To me, those 2 weren't in their best shape that day. However, Weilian sang Heaven Knows pretty well, hitting all the notes despite his lack of breath. I didn't see why he got lower marks for that round, feeling really sad for him, becauses judges' marks constitutes 30% of the overall results.

Shockingly, Junyang was eliminated!
And Xinhui too, who had higher points than Kelly.

Excuse me ah, blame who?
You lor! Who ask you not to vote more?
Contribute more to the telcos lor.
Orbi la.
Anyway ah, over liao.
So STOP complaining.

I'm so sick of these talent-searching shows. So many of them, each one going on for such a long time to choose one winner.
In the mean time, other newbies are coming out too.
They just keep one sucking and sucking consumers' money again and again, more and more..
Vote, vote, vote and vote.

Basically I watched just so that I can bitch.

***

Tagboard is removed.
Initially, it was fun reading those stuff about me that I don't even know myself. But it got boring and bland, and my friends are pretty pissed by them for my sake.
Sorry guys, you need to find another playground.

My blog is MY blog. I'll carry on blogging the way I like. So to prevent anyone of you from getting hypertension who finds my blog disgusting, please don't come ever again. Having blood, flesh and some unknow tissues lying around is not a pretty sight. Spare a thought for those who gotta clean up for you.

And in regards to my relationship, if anyone of you are harbouring the thought that by leaving some not-very-nice comments will cause disputes between us, then I suggest you all to save your energy for better stuff.
Idris and I have came a long way to achieve what we have now.
Even before my depression, we went through many things. It's not easy to be a couple of different races and religions. Such mediocre stuff is not even enough to cause an itch in my flat behind.

If you just wanna spoil my reputation, try harder. Maybe sign up for a blogger account and start attacking my comments page?

***

For now, I shall go trash Kenny's ass in Solitaire Showdown.

Oh, I need to find a cheap but nice little cheongsam to wear for a party.

Yawn.

Let the pictures do the talking...

2005-08-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I hate to visit my own blog.
But I shall not let stupid people get to me.

To that person who claims to be Idris' 'friend':
You can say all you want. Our relationship will not be affected at all, so I see no point in you doing it. We are only upset that we actually have you around us, as a 'friend'. Someone who can harbour such ill intentions to his/her friend.

Sorry for the lousy english in the previous entry. Wanyi already scolded me for that.
Thanks to those who commented too..It made me feel so much better to know that there are people who can actually relate to the issue. For a while, I thought the sky is going to drop on me.
CHEE BA BOM!

I love being drama-mama-ish.

LALALABOM!!!
CHEE BA BOM!!!
CHA CHAM BO!!!

Pictures! Pictures! Pictures!

My KL Trip

Seriously? I don't really like the place.
I can't stand the dishonest cabbies, who demanded unreasonable fees.
And I can't stand those cheesy, sleazy 'lalakias' at Petaling Street. Maybe I did brought it upon myself for wearing a short skirt. But those people have no respect for girls, I tell you. I overheard these two at the opposite stall openly discussing whether Yanyan or I is more '正' (hot).
%^**$@*&^*@#*
('lalakias', according to Cheneille means 'ah bengs' or male loserish bad asses with ugly dyed hair and talks like kenny sia.)

Let's just say it's good to be home.
Everytime I go overseas and come home, I feel just so glad to be living here.
To see the clean roads, with neat rows of trees standing by the side, familiar buildings, relatively fresh air...
This time, there's another reason - honest taxi drivers with non-cheating meters.
Who cares about it being more expensive, at least I'm not treated like a big fat radish, 被砍得遍体鳞伤.

However, overall, it's a good trip.
Accomodation, which came with buffet breakfast, was great.
Most importantly, I had great company!
Thanks guys...

Ohoh, guess what?!

I got my virgin pair of espadrilles!

I'm so happy la! I've been 'uearning for a pair since primary school, after seeing one of my teachers wearing it. No kidding man. Throughout the years, I can only compensate my desire with lace-ups.
(Yanyan is a lucky bitch. She've gotten herself 3 new pairs. Her white one, a design that I liked alot, which cutting didn't suit me, too much empty space. Boohoo.)

I'm such a poor thing...

My loot:

Some local foodstuff (What do you call them? I remembered there's a term for it. Blah) for my Uncle and cousins.
Love the peanuts!

The romper was too big for Abbie. I'm such a bad aunt. :(
She kinda like the shape sorter toy, although she only knew how to grab a shape and whack the main mould.
The best buys are the denim bottoms (S$11.30 ea) and of course, the espadrilles (S$16.30)!

Not a lot, I must say.
Didn't find much stuff worth buying. They are either not very nice, or the prices and designs are very much similar to what we have here.

I didn't bring my camera. So for more details, please refer to Yanyan's blog if you don't already know. ( I think linking is redundent too...hehehe)

During my trip, there was one person whom I was missing terribly...

My darling Abbie!

Yanyan said I'm obsessed.

YES I AM!!!

How not to?

I'll show you.

Abigail is a sweet, innocent little gem with droopy, chubby cheeks!

She's also a happy baby who always smiles beautifully...

(She hit my head while playing peek-a-boo with me..she was trying to find me behind to cushion. That explains the red patch on her head. Sorry baby..)

Abigail not only amuses us when she awake, she does it when she's sleeping too.

SO CUTE RIGHT?

Apart from all of the above, she's a cheeky darling.

"Who bully my Ah Yi? I'll beat you ah! HMPH!"

I cannot not love her when she leans her head towards my face, when I say, "Kiss kiss Ah Yi.", even if I'm makeup-less, looking like some ah soh with no eyebrows.

Who cares about those people, when Abbie loves me?

My pretty baby niece...

Chicken Egg Cake, King Eight Egg.

2005-08-18T15:38:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I think someone up there wants me to go mad, swinging me between extremes of emotions.

I was bloody sad after realising I did really bad things, then I was all contented and happy.

Digress abit:
Thanks for the well wishes. Idris and I are back together, officially. Solie ah, he veli shy. He said he'll write me something yesterday.
HELLO MR CHUA! WHERE IS THE LETTER YOU PROMISED ME?!
Eh hem, I didn't holler at my boyfriend. I accidentally pressed the 'caps lock' button. My fingers are very long you see..I'm actually very gentle one.
So ya. Maybe I secretly paste the letter here for you guys to see, ok? But there's a problem: I don't know how to do it, secretly.

Back to the topic.
A moment ago, I was basking in happiness, the warm sunlight, little blue birds fluttering around, fragance from roses in champagne colour... (Must exaggerate abit to see the contrast.)

BUT NOW? I AM FUMING.
If smoke can really come out from the ears, you'll see me belching grey steam like the Hogwarts Express on Platform 9 3/4.
Too bad I can't bring myself to sprout vulgarities like Weili.
I can quote him, I guess?

"MOTHERFUCKINGKANINABEHCHAOCHEEBYELANJIAOASSHOLEJIHONG"
Fong Wei LI aka Botakgorrilla (11th Sept 1984- )

Cannot like that one leh. I cannot go mad.
'Cos if I'm mad, I'll sing out of tune non-stop, I'll wish everybody 'Happy Birthday', I'll set Yanyan's hair on fire, I'll deflate Wanyi's boobs, I'll...

!(&*$^(@&#(!^*%*@# @

A few months back, I ended a friendship with someone.

An email was sent to her, explaining why it had to come to that state.
I was quite affected by the whole process. Pretty ugly, it was.

Put it behind and move on.
Ya, I wish.

Let's call the person, Hamburger.

Yesterday, I heard something from a secondary school friend, RotiPrata. RotiPrata's classmate, MeeGoreng is actually a friend of Hamburger's boyfriend, FrenchFry. Although I was from the same school as MeeGoreng, we don't know each other. Heard of the name, but not acquaintances.

Apparently, FrenchFry forwarded the email to MeeGoreng, and he told MeeGoreng that my side started it first, making Hamburger very sad, making her cry. MeeGoreng told RotiPrata, and RotiPrata told us.

Pardon me for a while, I shall scream.

WWWWWWHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTT TTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEE FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK!!

I'll try to be magnanimous and might understanding here.
Maybe Hamburger really convinced FrenchFry she's really miserable. So being the oh-so-loving boyfriend who felt the injustice being done to the beloved one, he decided to do something for her. So, he forwarded the email to non-related people.

WAH BIANG. Cannot la. I cannot convince myself to that logic.
Nevermind. I shall just be really nice and accept it.

BUT I ABSOLUTELY CANNOT ACCEPT WRONGFUL ACCUSATIONS.
Pui.

We started it first? Might as well say I'm a man.

Dear Hamburger and FrenchFry,

Let's try to be objective here. The whole issue is over long, long ago. For a friendship to fail, both sides gotta take certain responsibilities, no point pointing fingers. Everyone is not happy about it. But there are civilised people who takes such things graciously, and there are sore losers.

Even though we are not friends anymore, I am indeed disappointed to actually have to classify you to the latter.

Who wouldn't be agitated and pissed when they quarrel? But it should never be an excuse to hurl wrongful accuses to people. People who were once your friends.

When we tried to saviour the situation, did you remember what you said? You said you didn't care.
I was so angry when my efforts were denied.
To tell you the truth, I wanted to blog about it. To let people know about it. Taint your character through the process.
I didn't.
Nian zai wo men ceng jing shi peng you de fen shang, wo mei you.
I also didn't want to do anything that might jeopardise whatever good that might happened later on.
And the party who was directly involved told me not to.

Sometime later, you came back and wanna be friends again. No apology, no nothing about all the damage you have done.
I'm sorry, I can't be a hypocrite to be oh-so-chummy like before.
You can say I'm a petty bitch. I just can't.

It didn't make things better when you actually told a mutual friend, that it all started because the person you quarrelled with didn't study.
DIDN'T STUDY?
He was fucking mugging at my birthday chalet. He scored a cap of 4.5. Didn't study? Haha.
Come on la. We all know it was not true to the core.
Put yourself in that guy's shoes. How would you feel if you are being wrongfully accused by someone who is/was a friend?
Again, we could have blogged about it and spoil your reputation.
Again, we did not.

The friendship ended.

Months later, the email.

Why did you do that? Why did you want to involve others into this, even people that we don't know? Why did you push the blame to others, why can't you just share it? You, yourself admitted to us that you were in wrong too.
Why did you have to tell others another story?

If you are so devastated by the loss, why not do something to save it?
Tired, you say. Okay, then don't do anything. But why do something that will harm the people that you said and think are so important to you?

I don't understand at all.

I hope by the spreading of untrue and malicious rumours, you two actually feel better.
I sincerely hope so.

I wish you well.

Shuyin

(Very sian. I shall go find Abbie, ask her to kiss me and take alot of pictures, before I leave for KL tomorrow morning.)

A little story of mine.

2005-08-17T21:36:00.000+08:00

I was going to blog about these four photos, in the name of fun.
In the end, I decided not to.

I'm glad that I look better now. (I think I do.)
But, I'm not very proud of the process.

I lay on my bed last night, thinking about what happened.
Tonight, a song and a conversation triggered me off.
I think I'm ready to tell the story, to get it out of me.
After 2 years...

And, I need to do something.

When that birthday picture was taken, it was my 19th birthday. That was 2 years ago.

I was 50kg.

By the end of 2003, I was and am still, 45kg.
I lost 5 kg, in less than 5 months time.

I did not go into any diet plan.
I did not go into some intensive exercise regime.
I did not take any medicine.

I went into depression.

One week before school started for the 1st semester of my final year in poly, I was told that my favorite aunt was sick.
I was so, so scared. I'm very close to my uncle and aunt. Since young, the idea of losing them never fails to make me tear.
I went to visit her every single day for that week.
I didn't know what I could do, except to provide company, and to show my concern.
On the first day of school, I woke up very early, to visit her before I went to school.

Some time later, she was discharged.

School was hectic, mainly with projects. I'm good in them. It was my final year. I wanted to do well.

I had 3 tuition kids. The money was for my school fees.

I had social obligatioins, poly friends, secondary school friends, etc.

I had a boyfriend, Idris.

I told myself that I'll try to visit my aunt as often as I can. I can always make her laugh by doing nonsensical stuff.

As days went by, I tried to fulfil the duties I had set for myself.
As days went by, I realised I couldn't.

My studies went down first.
I skipped classes.
I didn't put in much effort into projects.

Later on, it went from bad to worse.
On good days, I managed to function and complete some work properly.
On bad days, I refused to do anything.
I skipped one major test.
I didn't hand in CAs on time, which meant points were deducted.
That semester, my results were crap.

I cancelled tution lessons when I didn't feel like it. Totally irresponsible.

I shunned my friends.
I am a strong, independant person.
Revealing my problems and weaknesses is not what I like to do.
And I saw no point in telling them. I didn't want to trouble anyone, they couldn't help much anyway.

I also found out that my aunt's recovery process, was not going smoothly.
And my information were always outdated, because I didn't visit much.
I did not even contact. Yes, I was busy. But I also took it for granted.
I took it for granted that everything was going to be fine.

I failed to do every single thing.

I was only capable of one thing. Crying.

Everyday, I thought about what I failed to do.
Everyday, I worried about the outcomes of what I failed to do.
Everyday, I was engulfed by disappointment in myself.
Everyday, I was overwhelmed by guilt.
Everyday, I cried. Cry and cry and cry.

There was once, when I had the urge, and nearly jumped out of Idris' window.

I collapsed, internally.
And I dragged Idris down with me.

While he had to do his own stuff, he had to take care of me. Sometimes, he even tried and had to do my share. I was so temperamental at that time. Like a stretched rubberband, ready to snap anytime, which I did-all the time.

Idris was my only support during that period of time. I clung on him for my life. I stayed over at his place most of the tim, telling my parents it was for project purposes. It was partially true. Except more that half of the time, I was crying and going crazy.

I just didn't want to be alone. I couldn't be alone.

When I had enough of blaming myself, I blamed Idris.
I blamed him for being my boyfriend, that if he wasn't, I would have more time and energy to do every other thing that I had to.
I blamed him of being a burden, even I knew very well I was the big fat burden myself.

He took everything to himself, and carried on to do things silently, for me.
He begged my tutors to not fail me.
He did some of my work for me.
He forked out his savings to help pay my school fees.
And, he kept his promise to not tell anyone about my problems.

I was aware of what I was doing, and I knew they were all wrong. But I couldn't help it.

I couldn't help doing the wrong things, but I kept doing them to feel better.
And then I got angry at myself for doing all the wrong things.
And then I got frustrated at everything.
And everything just happened over and over again in a big, big vicous cycle.

Nobody knew I was sick. Even myself.
Not until I had to speak to one of my tutor, when she told me all my symptons are signs of depression.

Depression was what I went through for that 5 horrible months.
It was the 'secret formula' of my weight loss.

When school was over, all my duties were lifted from me.
All except for one.
My situation got better.

I was lucky I got through that semester. I didn't even have to repeat any modules.

No, I wasn't lucky. I was blessed.
I was blessed to have really good tutors.
I was blessed to have Idris.

I devoted all my time and effort into accompanying my aunt, to try to cheer her up.
She was hospitalised again.
I told myself I had to redeem myself as much as possible.
I told myself I had to take care of my aunt, as well as my uncle.

I stayed in the hospital for almost a month, keeping my aunt at night when she couldn't go to sleep.
The next morning when my uncle and cousin came, I went to sleep in the waiting lounge; wake up when my uncle go get lunch. Evening time, I'll go home and change blah blah blah.

My aunt did not get better.
However, I ensured that I maintained to be the 'kai xin guo' for everyone.
When I couldn't take it anymore, I'll call Idris to meet me in town, where the hospital is located. Very often, we'll just go to the top floor of Paragon, and Idris would either listen to my worries and fear or see me cry the buckets.

Till today, I'm still guilty over what had happened. I knew I could have done better.
Almost 2 years after my aunt passed away, I knew I could have done more for her.

There are so many things that I could have done, for everyone, and for myself.

I am finally ready to tell this little story of mine.
This entry is going to shock a couple of people.
Some knew something happened to me during this period of time.
But no one knew the entire story.
Only Idris, and me.

After thinking through everything, there is something that I have to do.
There is someone, whom I have owed alot to. Someone who had done so many things for me, selflessly.

Someone who I retracted and refused him of the status that he wanted, for my own selfish reasons.
I told him I needed to find myself, to retrieve that independant person I was before he was there for me to lean on.
I told him being together without status, will protect him from my some ridiculous expectations, which will make me feel better because I won't have to keep feeling bad for demanding unreasonable wants.

He did not understand my reasons, but agreed to everything because I told him I'll be happier this way.

What a selfish bitch I am, ain't I?

So...

Mr Chua Idris Mohd Shafiq, will you be my boyfriend, again, even after being reminded of how insane I was?

It will still be a long long road ahead of us, and I can't promise it will go on forever. I am not ready to make a 'forever' promise. There is still much to do, much to discover, much to learn.

I'm sorry for being selfish and had made you so confused.

Just consider ok?

***

I'm too tired to do any editting. Please pardon me for all the grammar, vocab, or whatever mistakes. And sorry to have to put up with the mushy part. Goodnight everyone.

Stay happy!

It has been some time...

2005-08-13T01:30:00.000+08:00

Since we last saw Abbie baby..

To date, Abbie is already 10 months old.

From the tiny little baby, she is now a hyper baby doll!

She dashes across the room in her walker, crawls and flips everywhere. She can already sit on her own too. You know like the Tasmanian Devil, she'll run around the tea table in her walker, and sweeps everything on it that she can reach, onto the floor! When you scold her, she laughs.

But... her problem is, she is very lazy!

Instead of sitting, she leans on anyone and anything behind her. Instead of crawling on all fours, she does the leopard crawl, rolls around, flip here and there, etc.

Abbie loves to watch Hi5! She can sit still at wherever she is(Yes, it is only then when she'll sit on her own), and stares at the television screen.

Her first little tooth is growing. Her teething time kinda late.

Here are the pictures! Enjoy!

Bite!

BiteBite!

BiteBiteBite!

Can la! Can la! Let you bite!

Happily biting!

Sweetie Baby.

'My hair is so messy' *Bian zui*

Pretty baby wants to comb her curly-twirly hair with her purple comb!

Thus she looks for people to help her!

And excitedly gives the comb!

Happy baby with tidy curly-twirly hair

Last one.

My favorite of the batch.

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...

There are many of you out there who are 'questioning' the existence of this blog.
Seriously, do you think any of you possess the power to ask me to blog, or not to? Please lah, don't make me laugh, can?
This very blog is here for my own reasons and for anyone who enjoys reading it. I write for myself, for my family and my friends. I stopped blogging once, and came back, mainly because of Abbie. This blog will contain entries of her, and writings of mine, her Ah Yi, for her to read in the future., if she wants to, that is.

For those who don't like me or my blog, do not worry, the feeling is mutual.
I DON'T WELCOME YOU NOR YOUR COMMENTS. BYE.

For those who have left kind words and love/support for Abbie, my cousin, cousin-in-law and me are grateful for everything. Hope you all enjoy all the photos that I've posted, and there will more to come!

Sian

2005-08-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

This is going to be a sian post.
Since today is a sian-ed day.

Our KL trip got postponed, due to the haze.
Sian.

Poor Baby Abbie is sick, due to some virus attack.
Sian.
Must be the bad air. Don't think I'm talking nonsense.
There are always those retired uncles who loiter around the void deck underneath my uncle's block. For the past few days since the forest fire, they had not been there. Sick.
Although the haze did not affect most of us, those with weaker constitution and/or asthma should really take care. They are the most sensitive to the quality of the air.

So sian, right?!

My uncle heard of the haze in KL, so he gave me a mask.
It's the best, I tell you!

LAGI BIG ASS MASK.

LI BU LI HAI?
Very hard to put on..I piak-ed my face several times, while putting on the thing.
Sian.

If I get to wear it, I shall do one of the following..

SSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

I'm sorry...

2005-08-06T03:29:00.000+08:00

Sorry to all the popiah sellers in the world who make nice po piahs.

In the past, I had underestimated your culinary skills in making delicious po piahs.

I though it was easy peasy chicken feet, 'cos I've made nice ones myself.

I was SO WRONG.

I ATE THE MOST HORRIBBLE TASTING POPIAH IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD TODAY.
IT WAS SO HORRIBLE, THAT I RATHER LICK YANYAN'S UNWASHED 'CHICKEN FILLETS'.

Err..I take back the last statement.

The slices turnips were so coarse. If they were to be made into sheets, they can be used to sand the jackfruits smooth.

One whole popiah was cut into 4 parts. Out of the 4, only one has the sweet sauce, and one is full of peanuts with no turnip.

All lousy popiahs shall be sent to heaven.

Because I'm going to hell.

*Bows apologetically to all pro popiah makers*

Random, very random indeed.

2005-08-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

Don't feel like blogging.

Stupid June didn't buy anything for me from Taiwan.
Giam Siap Gui!

And I'm fucking hungry. I am always hungry.
I think I got worms in my stomach.

On Yanyan's keyboard, the '@' key is the ' " ' key, and the ' " ' key is the '@' key.
They are so far away from one another.

Bought Pierri Cardin lingerie set today.

A primary school kid showed June my blog and ask her whether I'm chio. What is the world coming to?
Eh boy, got take out your PETS Course Book and REVISE.

I think Hilary Duff looks like a horse with her veneers.

I need more tuition kids.

I wanna go KL now
NOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOWNOW.
1 more week.
Oh, our accomodation is FREE.
Thanks to Valentine.
I shall forgive you for saying that I look like Scarlett Johansson (how to spell?) because we both have the stuck-up look.

Zouk is closing for renovations very very soon, and I haven't go yet.

National day is coming.

Kenny Sia's webhost is overloaded. Must be the WALRUS.

Wanyi's nenes are very big. Not that you all don't know.

Yanyan kept hoola-hooping. She better not bring it to KL.

I wanna try the new pizza (PizzaHut) with the cheddar, mozerella and parmasan-the king of cheese. Why must they add that 'king of cheese' part?

I am very hungry.

I didn't listen to Yanyan's dreamdate thingie. Think she'll disown me. Not that we are related or what. But her mum likes me. MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

I need a nice chalet for Abbie and her mummy's birthday party. Aloha's Pool Terraces are fully booked.
KNN.
2 months in advance also cannot.
Someone ask Aloha to give me privilege can?
Mummy gave birth to Abbie on her birthday.
How cool is that?!

Wanyi is very angry at NiaoLie because he owed her her Meteor Garder VCDs for years.
His Zhou Hui's CD is still with me too. Since our Chung Cheng days. Don't tell him.

I am very hungry.

I don't know what colour to put on my nails.
So bored of red. So sick of black.
Urgh.

Rachel Bilson is so pretty...

Someone offered to pay Xiaxue S$0.69 per day, if she could put his face on her blog.
BWAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!

I am hungry.
But I want to sleep soon.
But I'll be waken by the hunger.
Cheechalachingchongchiang.

Happy Birthday to Kenny Sia!

Weili is very chao da. I will not be able to find him in his hostel room 'cos he'll be so camouflaged in the brown-themed room.

I need sponsorships for my shopping in KL. Anyone?

I love to lao sai. Excluding the stomachache.

This entry is very bo liao.

I am very hungry.

Idris' ex-girlfriend's name is a one alphabet difference from mine.

Happy Anniversary to Lulu and me.

I wanna eat Ga Dor Jian's curry rice with the fatty pork with lots of skin and lots of veggie.

I want money to drop from the sky.

I don't know what Anniversary is it.

I want my keloids to disappear.

I want Warner Brothers to quickly complete the official site of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire.

I can't believe I blogged so much rubbish.

I've decided to eat.

Editted:

My entry is more random that Wanyi's 'Random Thought's' entry.

I only saw her blog after I blogged. Sometimes our telepathy is just so AMAZING.

I too lazy to link her blog to her name. Please refer to the sidebar.

Car Rental

2005-07-29T00:32:00.000+08:00

Anyone knows of car rental services that's reasonably priced?

Oh heck! I mean cheap. C-H-E-A-P. Cheap and good.

We are looking at MPVs.

Budget is around $100/day for 3-4 days.

If anyone knows of any good deal, email me ok?

Thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou.
Gam sia.
Dor jeh.
Terima kasih.
Arigato.
Xie xie.

101 Ways To Wear A Bandanna

2005-07-28T01:15:00.000+08:00

*Note: Might not be able to achieve the desirable effect if you are not as cute as the model.

**Note: Will the colleagues or boss(es) of Madam Mok, PLEASE GET HER BACK TO WORK. Look what she's doing to our baby darling!!!

AIN'T SHE STYLO MYLO OR WHAT?!

So far everything looks ok right?
Look further.
Poor Abbie baby..

Beat you!

EXCUSE ME MDM MOK! Where got people wear bandanna like this?!

My baby looks sad.

LIKE THAT!! MILK MAID AH?

(Actually, quite cute la.)

Urgh. Nevermind.
This is my personal favorite though.

Please get her back to work. Please.

CrazySiaoShenjingbingKukuHuanglianpoAhsohAuntie on the loose.

Wanyi said all mummys treat their first borns as wan ju (toys).

All is well...

2005-07-23T00:04:00.000+08:00

Hello!
Has everyone changed their passwords to safer ones?
I don't know much but let's share what we know, ya?

Set a password as unrelated to you as possible. Thus, birthdate is a big nono. The first thing that hackers/crackers will try is usually the birthdates.

Alphanumerics are encouraged. An average hacker or a hacking program running 24/7 will take around 2 months to crack a 7 alphanumerical password. So..the more the merrier.

Scan your computer as often as you can. Viruses like trojan, once planted and activated, can be use to monitor activites on the computer. Some can even be used to control your machine.

I'm sure many of you know much more about all these than I do. Share alright? If some of the things that I've stated are somehow inaccurate, please do correct me.

Well, enough of all the geeky stuff. With all those crazy bombings going on, why are there people who strive to do such pointless stuf, I wonder.

After so many unhappy happenings, let's have Abbie cheer us up!

YAY!!! (I'm not the only one who is cheering, right?)

I know it's abit weird to be wearing CNY clothings..but that is what happened when you have a siao mummy with one month's MC who has nothing better to do.
Not forgetting the head band thingy from the siao daddy.
Poor Abbie darling...

Abbie was actually playing in her walker prior to this photo. But she was lifted from it by Gong Gong (My uncle) and was 'held captive' by him, because she was chasing after the maid's broom while she was sweeping the floor.

In a little more than 2 months' time, Baby Abigail will be a year old already. She's growing so fast...

Oh, and thanks for everyone who voted for her. Let's keep our fingers crossed.

=D

Appalling, simply appalling.

2005-07-21T09:53:00.000+08:00

You know something is wrong when your phone rings at 4.30 in the morning.

Yanyan was crying when I answered it. There had been a few thoughts running in my mind, speculating what might have happened.

The truth, was way beyond my imagination.

'Shuyin, my blog is gone. All my blog entries are gone. My emails too.. All 3000+ of them. How?'

While asking questions to find out what exactly happened, suddenly I was angry at myself for being so ignorant about these Internet technology stuff.

Yanyan told me to go back to sleep. Stupid girl.

I turned on my lappy and visited her site. When I saw what was there, I was fuming.

HOW CAN THERE BE PEOPLE WHO WILL DO SUCH A THING?!?!
DELETE EVERYTHING. FINE.
STILL TOOK THE TIME TO SELECT A NEW TEMPLATE, CHANGE HER PROFILE AND BLOG. NOT TO FORGET THE AUDACITY TO ASK PEOPLE TO EMAIL TO THE ACCOUNT WHICH HE/SHE HACKED.

By then, I logged on to my blogger page, ready to blog, to scold.

Yanyan asked me not to. Instead, she asked me to leave a comment, to ask the person to return everything to her, take it that she was begging. (The 'blogging princess' don't even have an account for her to comment.)

Thus, I wrote this:

Can you please not do this?
Take it as we are begging you.

I don't believe that Yanyan (Xiaxue) has done anything to deserve this.

You've just denied her 3 years of effort to come this far, scratch by scratch. Not forgetting her precious memories of her life with everyone of us.

Please return her blog to her, together with all other accounts.

Please.
Shuyin

Did a search on the NET, attempting to find out more about hackers and all. Apart from that, I can only keep hitting the refresh buttons for the comments page as well as my email browser.

Yes, that was how desperate we were.

With every refresh, I got more and more agitated.

I am so disgusted that I cannot even type out that sound I made every time I see one of those comments.

Look at these:

Pongster 提到...
"Not forgetting her precious memories of her life with everyone of us."
yeah...you sure were integral in her life....can you spell L-O-L too?

Pongster 提到...
whoever did this, i honestly think it's funny HAHA i dont even know who this girl is but judging from the comments posted by her "undying" fans with an average weight of 160kg, they could all use with a healthy dose of prozac induced happiness..

kudos man, kudos

to all these losers....cry..me..a..river..

Wow. He quoted me.
And guess what? He thought I was a fan. Fucking IDIOT.

Yaya..I know some of you will say, 'What makes you think everyone should know who you are? BHB'

That's my point. There are alot of people who don't know alot of things. And there they are, making malicious assumptions and attacks about people whom they barely know.

Ok, somemore:

RaY7 提到...
guess we won't be hearing the 'F' word from her for quite some time.

What goes around turns around!!

(This guy is the best. He's there ever since I first commented in the morning. It's now 2.30pm)

He who mourns for her.. 提到...
Lol.. all hail the hacker that mellowed this extremely disturbing and utterly tasteless PINK blog!

Finally, no more narcissistic musings anymore.. Hopefully she'd take the hint, quit blogging forever and trip and fall into dog poo (although i'm highly skeptical that this would happen.. the quit blogging part.. i'm keeping my fingers crossed nonetheless)

fleshimp 提到...
who's the one who did this to you?!?
i want to give him/her a big hug!
ha.
sometimes, some of us need to be forced to eat humble pie. like there's a greater calling out there.
eat that! you snobbish, puke spewing b*tch. =)
here's one big giant smile for your plight: ^*___________________*^
p.s. start believing in karma.

duothrust 提到...
GET A LIFE PEOPLE! This is a wake-up call for her to stop behaving like a spoilt brat! Haha! Hey midget, cheer up...at least u've made our day with this fantastic news!

duothrust 提到...
The hacker shud have made public all her emails. After all, it's interesting to find out what's in the mailbox of a midget. Oops...rubbing salt into the wound huh? Hmm..now someone pass me the pepper pls!

Yanyan said she was very sorry to make me wake up that early for nothing.

To see there are actually such retards lying around on Earth wasting space is worthy enough for the lack of sleep.
Simply because I don't know anyone of them, nor I have friends like that. I am so so glad.

I do not agree with Yanyan all the time, but there are other ways to do things. E.g.Talk nicely.

If anyone thinks that her way of doing things are wrong, tell her nicely, there is no need for verbal abuses or personal attacks

Do not say, 'Oh, we are just giving her a taste of her own medicine.'
That is not an excuse, not even near to qualify for a reason. If one think she's that bad, doing it the same back to her does not make anyone any better.

Rubbing salt into one's wound is already bad enough.

Saying kudos to the hacker? You people are seriously SICK IN THE MIND.

HACKING IS SIMPLY WORNG.
It ain't a crime for nothing.
There are ABSOLUTELY NO REASONS to condone hacking.

I shall not even start on how much effort Yanyan has put into her blog.
Her blog, her writing is her career.
3000 over emails from her friends, readers and business counterparts.

ALL GONE.

And you wanna give the culprit a hug?

What goes around, comes around. (Not turn around. Please.)

Very true.

All of us friends, are helping Yanyan in one way or another, to get back what she lost, and to find ways to nab the culprit.
Friends who gave her a call, first thing they found out what happened, to offer help; friends who jumped out of bed, logged on the Net once they saw my SMSes, even though one fell asleep before she got connected; friends who asked others for help when Yanyan did not even request any of them.

Oh, did I mention that she got her ENTIRE blog back?
Ohoh, did I mention that it was help offered personally from one of Google Inc's employees?

What goes around, definitely comes around.

Karma, I hear?
If there is really such thing...
I'm cursing those who left those hurtful comments on Yanyan's blog in regards to this issue, to LAO SAI for 3 days 3 nights.
Even if it means getting bad karma for myself. I'll have diarrhoea with these people if that is what it takes for the curse to work.

A Letter from Yanyan...

2005-07-21T08:33:00.000+08:00

Dear readers of xiaxue.blogspot.com,

Yes, indeed, my blog has been hacked. I understand some of you might be sending emails to me right now, alerting me, and the thought warms my heart (which is very startlingly cold right now mind you).

Unfortunately, the hacker is quite clever. He also managed to guess the password to my gmail account. My 3,000 emails, some of which very important business contacts, are all gone.

*snap!* Gone.

The last time I saw my account, I saw two new emails, and these were the only two. I thought Gmail cocked up on me. I laughed, refreshed, and hey, I got logged out! To my horror I couldn't log in anymore. Can you imagine the amount of time he or she took to delete everything?

Checking blogger.... GONE TOO!

How wonderful. A total of 12 or so blogs, all painstakingly done up, all gone. The media center, the FAQs, the photolog, the Hate site. My hard work of 3 years, gone.

Vanished into thin air now! How very cruel this person is. I wonder what made him or her do this.

I remember I once told Adrian, "You know what is my greatest fear?" "What?" he mumbled (not because he wanted to mumble but because he only grunts and mumbles).

It was that someone would hack into my blogger account.

Adrian laughed and said, "Then did you save all your blog files?"

I told him no. He scolded me and said, "Then you better go and save them now!"

And I did! The latest, however, was the May archives. So if you do have ways to get back the June and July archives, or you saved them even, do tell me! I never thought I would ever be thanking this person, but... xialanbin.blogspot.com did put in some work in copying my files afterall. The URL for my archives are there.

It will be hard work doing up all the old blog entries again. It will take a lot of time and sweat, but I can do it.Because being Xiaxue means nothing can get me down, ever. Especially when so many of you are with me. Thank you Shuyin, for waking up at 430am to help me.

I started out with nothing, and I can do it all over again. I will stop those bloody tears right this moment.

Help me spread the word. Help me put this message on your blog. Do not email me at xiaxue@gmail.com from now until I get back my account. If you want a word, please email me at wendycheng@gmail.com.

Thank you.

The real Wendy[Because this email can be authenticated by my friends Shuyin, Wanyi, Mrbrown, Mr Miyagi and Kenny Sia.]

恐怖？

2005-07-19T16:19:00.000+08:00

(I wrote this last week and decided to post it anyway. Pardon me for the un-timeliness)

世界乱了。
早已经乱了。

美国911事件之后，便相继发生了一连串的恐怖活动。最近一次,便是发生在伦敦的爆炸案。

这些恐怖份子到底想干什么?

告诉大家他们的存在吗?
不需要了吧。

向对手与目标示威?
没这个必要了,不是吗?

到世界各地放置炸药，引起爆炸自杀式攻击，导致无辜人民丧命，搞到处处人心惶惶......
恭喜老爷,贺喜夫人呀! 你们办到了!
然后呢?

拜托!
炸伦敦?
反正炸哪儿都会有人丧生,干嘛偏偏选择伦敦搞破坏?
是的, 几起爆炸案下来,市容受损、满目疮痍那又如何?
获选为2012年奥林匹克运动会的举办国,伦敦将会有一大笔金额用来为奥运会做准备。其中包括整修、建设竞赛场地、美化市容等等。

为什么不等至一切准备都完工为止再攻击?
现在有些多此一举,不会吗?

各位恐怖老爷、夫人，恕小女子直言。虽然我不完全理解你们的目的何在，但是可不可以采用一些更新鲜也会奏效的方法呢?

在你们大费周张之后,地球照样转;马照跑、舞照跳；我照旧吃、喝、拉、撒、睡。
或许...找出可让世界上贫穷困苦的人不再挨饿、受冻，不须露宿街头之类的良方；我会感激不尽的。

1, 2, 3

2005-07-19T01:52:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince is a good book.
I shall not say it's my favorite, 'cos my favorite character died.
Not to forget when I read one of those lovey-dovey scenes, I flinched.
(I editted this part 'coz there was a spoiler and mongchacha wanna slap me. So ya..to save my big face from getting any bigger...)

DIED! DEAD! GONE!

Can you believe it?
Why did Rowling wanna make the whole world sad?
When I finished it on Sunday, I was so down and yet I couldn't find anyone to share my sorrow - Yanyan had not finish it, Gigiwongwanyi had not even collect her book.
After crying buckets through 2 chapters, I moped around the house.
Seeing no point in everything I do or have to do.

SJB (shen jing bing)ah! FICTION CHARACTER LEH!!
How amazing that a made-up person could grow on me like that.
Well done Rowling, WELL DONE.

I shall believe that he's coming back.

***

A few days back, I sent a message to a girl via Friendster.

She was an ex-girlfriend of a friend.

Well, she took a picture from Yanyan's blog, posted as one of the pictures in her account and I happened to see them.

As most of you will know, Yanyan has a habit of labelling her pics with a watermark.
This particular person posted the photo with the watermark. But after a while, she reposted it with watermark cropped away.

So I wrote something along the lines of 'We have absolutely no qualms about the photo being taken, but it will be appreciated if the watermark remained. Plus a 'hope to hear from you soon'.'

Yanyan thought it was very funny to hear me so being polite.
HEY! WO SHI LIANG HAO SHI MIN, HAO BU HAO?
YI BA GEI NI SI!

Anyway, she took down the picture but I've got no reply from her.

My point is, ok la, I know I'm very bo liao to be bothered by this kind of stuff, but if it was anyone of you, will you reply?

Maybe the girl is busy or what, I don't know. I just wanna find out is it me, who 'jia ba bo sai bang' , literally (constipation sucks), or it is only natural for someone to reply.

Even a 'Noted' will do.

***

I have a friend who is a lesbian.

I have nothing against homosexuality, but a rather appalling thought crossed my mind yesterday while reading her blog.

She calls her partner 'baby boy' and refers to her (erm, him? Very confusing) as her 'boyfriend'. She/He looks rather cute, I must say.

While I was happily looking at their photos, I thought:

'Baby boy' has menses.
'Boyfriend' wears sanitary napkins.
Menstrual blood on sanitary napkin.
Menstrual cramps.

Attached girls always complain to their boyfriends when they have to go through the monthly ordeal. You know, sa jiao.

So, when the 'boyfriends' suffer from these cramps, do they complain or discuss with their girlfriends?
Wouldn't it be quite 'un-macho'?

I don't know leh. Quite clueless about how homosexual couples function.
The my-boyfriend-has-menses is a very 'eeky' thought to me.

hehehe

2005-07-15T00:36:00.000+08:00

Been hooked on this Korean drama serial...thanks to Feifei -_-

I'm re-reading Harry Potter (all 5 of them) to get ready for the sixth one.

Ciao!

(Eh, MO SHANG GONG!! You don't ka chiao ka chiao...XIAO XIN WO BA NI GAN CHU GONG!!!)

I know...

2005-07-06T03:23:00.000+08:00

I know I have many, many flaws.

From some feedback I have gotten from this blog...

1) I know I have a very bad sense of humour.

Maybe the problem lies in my linguistic skills, thus I shall not try to joke using words anymore.

Let the pictures speak the thousand words.

I'm going to make stupid faces instead.

Funny?

I'm trying, really.

2) I know I look unkempt.

Yanyan says everyone looks unkempt when they have black, permed hair. Thus, I should die, I mean dye my hair.

But..but..I like my hair permed because previously it's so fine that it looks limp. I don't want to dye it either. I waited so long for it to be this length entirely in its natural colour...

How about if I cover my face?

Better?

3) I know my breasts, or lack thereof, are very unbearable to look at.

I couldn't help it cos I really ran out of toilet paper and am too poor to replenish them.

Out of desperation, I've decided to go for surgery.

Before

Flat like an airport runway.

So, I went to seek help at the infamous CHENGYANYANPHOTOSHOP COSMETIC SURGERY CLINIC.

After

WAH SEH!! BO BA!!!

Now my nenes are bigger then Wanyi's!

Teeheehee!

Lalalalalala

BOM!(Leaned forward too much and toppled over due to the too heavy front)

*climbs back up*

Since I'm so SINCERE about making ALL of my readers happy, please pity me and do me a favour, can?

PLEASE VOTE FOR ABBIE AT THIS WEBSITE!!!

At the website, you can
- click on Abigail's picture to email, or
- copy the email add (cutestkid@tangerined.com) and put subject as 'Abigale'. (Spelling mistake on organiser's side).

Thank you thank you!

There are so many cute little babies...but Abbie is my little baby darling!!!

PIGUDALIYAOYAOYAO

2005-06-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

My tagboard is pretty active eh?

Good good good, at least my friends can be entertained while I'm not blogging.

For those who are very nice to speak up for me and my friends, thanks alot. There's no need to be affected by the negative or malicious ones. Everyone is entitled to their own views.
And I seriously don't bother much. ;P

Anyway, how was weekend for you guys?

I watched Initial D and now I'm hooked on the cartoons.

Us, before the movie.

Stayed over at Yanyan's place on Friday.
On Saturday, we joined my cousin at the Metro warehouse sale.
After that was a meet up with Mr Sia followed by KTV till dawn.
With only an hour of sleep, crawled to Sentosa with Danene and Yanyan.

AGOOGA!(Huh? Ah Yi you crawled ah? Must be very ugly)
BAH! (I want to show off my pictures la!)

OKOK! Ah Yi will give you whatever you want.

You want Wang Da Niang's balloon? Or you want the bottle?

Next time Ah Yi go her house to steal for you ok?

Or or you want Zheng Sao's mirror?

But don't want la! She's very smelly.
Ah Yi buy a nicer one hor.
Sayang sayang.

BOO! (Ya ya! That day when she carry me, her armpits were very smelly. But have to take pictures. Then Ah Yi very cute when you play BOO CHAK with me. See I smile? Pretty?)

Poor baby darling. Next time Ah Yi protect you. You are the prettiest.

AH! (Then I fall sick.)

GR GR. (I'm so pityful.)

OOWWWWW. Ah Yi loves you ok?
I'll put up all your pretty pictures. Then we ask all the gorgors, jiejies, uncles and aunties to flick PI SAI at Zheng Sao ok?

BOOOOOOOO! (Ok! I'm tired. Ah Yi help me beat Yanyan auntie ok?)
*kisses Ah Yi*

Anything my darling En En says. *smitten*

Poor Yanyan

2005-06-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

Just when we hope that everything will die down, something comes up.

The Malaysian articles are causing Yanyan to have a very, very bad reputation. Not as a blogger, but as a person, as my friend.

As an outsider, I have no idea what goes on between the local print media and the overseas press.

Basically, nothing else could be done for Yanyan in local context, I think. All responsibilities are performed, though not of satisfactory.
Let's hope this is a blessing in disguise and Yanyan will get whatever she deserves.

XIAXUE!! WO MEN YONG YUAN ZHI CHI NI!!!! ahahahahahahahahahha

If anyone has any professional advice to offer, please please tell Yanyan, or me?
Thanks alot!

When Yanyan and I disagree with each other...

2005-06-22T15:14:00.000+08:00

We ask people to vote.

Please vote for Yanyan ok? She's HIDEIOUS!

I admit that I looked siao. LOOK AT THE EYES!! (I'm) As if I'm high on drugs.

But but..Yanyan looked UGLIER! She looked like one of the 'sisters' in 'The White Chick'.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

UGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLYUGLY.

**********

Speaking of Yanyan, remember the SPG issue?

My smelly friend was annoyed 'cos she didn't understand why did the 19-year-old actually put up nude photos of herself. Yanyan felt that she, still a student shouldn't do so: she's not even in University, not working. What if her future boss(es) or teachers see them? What will they think?

Many commented that Yanyan had no grounds to be angry because like SPG, Yanyan uses sex as an appeal too.
Utter bullshit.
When Yanyan talks about sexually inclined topics, she decorates them with humour, even if you think they are not funny at all.
When SPG talks about sex, she writes in a more serious, more matter-of-fact manner.
Yanyan talks abouts orgasms, dildos, vibrators; SPG talks about sex life, describing them rather vividly.
Neither is wrong. But you can't compare them. It's different.

My point of view? I agree with Yanyan.
However, I was more in a neutral position due to:
1. The nude pictures were posted on her blog.
People who follow her blog are obviously the more open-minded ones. And since they are on the Net, it is generally nothing compared to porn, which are easily available too.
2. AND, she kept her identity unknown. At least she makes an effort to blur her face and in the 1st newpaper article, no photos of her at all.

One week later, SPG's face appeared in the newpaper.
FRONTPAGE.
I was so agitated when I saw her face, that Yanyan thought I was mad.
On her photo, it was written, 'My life, my values'.
In her blog, yes.
When you face appear BIG BIG in national papers, IT IS NO LONGER SO.

Now, not only open-minded people know about SPG. Almost the whole country know SPG, and her face.
What was she thinking?
Her family members including her are Christians.
Christianity don't allow pre-marital sex.
Yes, not every Christian abides that rule. But no one will announce it to the whole world, would they?
Let's not bother about what people think of her.
What will their fellow Christians think of her parents?
What will her parents feel? How about her 2 younger siblings?

And then horrors of horrors, the Wb error. (rhymes leh!)
Early the next morning after the article came out, Abbie's mummy called me.
'ASK YANYAN TO SUE THEM.'
Wah seh.
I explained to her that the papers had already agreed to publish an apology.

In the afternoon, I wander into my parents room to get my daily dosage of news.
And then horrors of horrors of horrors, I saw a copy of Wanbao lying on the table.
'WHY GOT Wb?!' (We usually reads XM)
'Aiya, Sunday's XM not nice, now we buy Wanbao on Sundays.'
CHIANG CHIANG CHIANG CHIANG CHIANG!!!
I hope my parents are the only ones who do such a thing.
If there are really people who only buy Wb on Sundays, then they wouldn't have seen the apology on Monday!

Right after I read the article featuring the wrong picture, I went around shrieking in the house, announcing the mistake.
Only people who've heard my voice will know how irritating it is. HA!
Then my mummy said,'Oh ya lor! I saw Yanyan's picture and I was wondering they put wrongly is it?'
WONDERING NIA! Which means she believed it to a certain extent. She didn't clarify with me after reading it!
But well, who can blame my mum? People usually believes whatever the papers wrote.

Because Yanyan is my friend, my parents bought Wb the next day.
Guess what?
'Aiyoehah! The apology so small! GUI KAN AH? (ghost see)' Mummy exclaimed.
Same responses from my friends and forever KPO cousin.

Poor Yanyan.
Eh, Wb! Got stingier anot?

People make mistakes. Yes. But this is not like any other news when one celebrity hold hand with another celebrity leh.
We are talking about an issue of controversy.
We are talking about a girl who published her nude photos on the Internet.
We are talking about another girl whose picture got published when she is not even the person in question.
We are talking about the other girl who might be mistaken by the public that she took nude pictures of herself and published them.
We are talking about all these happening in Singapore, as Asian country where people are still pretty conservative.
And all we got is a tiny winy apology.

Luckily quite a number of people recognises Yanyan's face to notice the mistake. (Or is it unlucky?)
But considering the target audience of Wb...Good luck ah, my friend.

Zhen de shi suay ga lao sai.

What do you guys think?
Constructive views are welcomed.

zzzZZZZZZZZZZzzzzZZZ

2005-06-22T01:42:00.000+08:00

Yep, I am now single. But it is no big deal.
I'm not the kind who gets upset and mop around all day long.
Still the same old me.

I'm not blogging 'cos I'm just plain lazy.
Lazylazylazylazylazylazylazy.

Anyway, My sis and I did these the other day after watching the demos on TV.

The colour doesn't look exactly appetising but it's really yummy.
I love brinjal!

Zha zhu pai!

I will try to move my heavy ass to blog as often as I can.
Will be seeing Abbie tomorrow for weekly gathering with my Uncle and cousins.
On Thursday, we are bringing Abbie for some Baby contest at IMM, although I don't know about the details yet. Wish us luck!
More pictures then!

Ohoh..if anyone knows of any baby contests, must tell me ok?!
Thanks alot!

Cheeky Abbie!

Tata!

When I'm down...

2005-06-10T02:33:00.000+08:00

I look at these:

:)

2005-06-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

I'm very sorry things turned out this way.
I didn't mean the mean things that I've said.
In fact, they are all the exact opposite of what you really are.
You are more than what you think you are. Just have more faith in yourself.
I know you will put all the blame to yourself. Please don't.
Thank you for all the things you have done.
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
Take good care of yourself.
All the best.

Love,
Shuyin

I can't think of a caption. Anyone?

2005-06-04T05:32:00.000+08:00

Ohoh! How about,

"nobigtitsnocleavagethickneckuglyhair
butstillwannaweartubebitchontheleft"?

Good right?!

Your turn.

Miss me?

2005-06-01T15:00:00.000+08:00

I'm back!

I just came back from Bintan. Spent 3 days 2 nights there with Yanyan. She is still there with her friend, sleeping in the crammy tent while I'm going to lie comfortably on my bed. WOOHOO!!

Seems that alot of stuff happened these few days, shell address them one be one later.

For now, let me introduce to a friend I made during Yanyan's birthday chalet.
She will take over after the introduction.

Presenting to you...

Miss 音音！

"大家好！
我是音音！
音音是我！

Hello ebweebardy, muai nam ish Yinyin. I am beri pwetty.

I want to blog leh. Then I can be famous like Xiasuay and have enborsements. Since I so beautipul.

Today, I shall blog about this beri pwetty girl plen of mine.

She's attractive, slender, tall and has beri beri nice compwexion.

She was my poly classmate, and now she is in Perth, Australia studying for her degree. Very poor thing leh her, rushing for assignments now.

Seriously hor, I miss her alot alot leh. I miss her bimboism and our KTV sessions.

FASTER COME BACK!!!

But for now, I just wanna say

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, JUNE 马于薇!

I LUB YOU!

MUACKS!!

Solie la. I beri poor. If not, I'll go Perth to surplise you.

To make up for it, let me show you another of muai pwetty pwetty face! Don't miss me ah!

Babai."

(音音's pictures are products of our beloved June.)

ABBIE!!!

2005-05-22T04:10:00.000+08:00

Went shopping with Yanyan today. Then we thought of Abbie!
So we went all the way to Sembawang to find her.
What a fruitful trip.
She's so cute can!

I wanted to make a collage-like thingie. But I figured this is better, because if you scroll fast enough, you can really see her move.
No captions. Use your imagination. More fun. Don't wanna spoil the photos too.

Okok..Maybe a few.
I was feeding her bread. She's playing with it.
She wants to eat everything..So adorable.

This is our favorite!!

The niece and aunt bond.

See her little hand on my thigh?! *contented*

Cheeky..

I think this is very nice. Looks like they are sharing some secret. =)

Abbie always makes my day.

Hi, my name is Shuyin.

2005-05-19T02:20:00.000+08:00

I was thinking maybe I should have an English name.

My name is always forgotten during those social settings. I don't understand how people could remember the Final Fantasy character, Shuin and yet, can't remember mine.

I can remember people's Chinese names pretty well, even better than english ones. They are like more unique, with more character, which I can better associate the person with.

I like my chinese name leh..
Shu=book=literature, Yin=music.

But maybe I should just get an English one for convenience sake.

Any suggestion?

I'll prefer it to start with an 'S' and not too common.

FYI: my so-called friends are suggesting GWENDOFALYN, LABIANA, VAGINARALA, FLANNY, SMOULDERIA, SULTRANA...
Oh, and CHEE, so that when we bid our goodbyes..

Go figure yourself.

tralalala...BOM!

2005-05-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

Haha, thanks everyone for the encouragement.
Usually I'm back to normal once I rant it off, so yah.

How did everyone spend their weekend?

Good or not?

Here's how I spent mine.

I satisfied my urge for the chick flick marathon all thanks to Miss Cheng.

Met Weili at Serangoon Garden and went to rent Envy by Ben Stiller and that guy from School of Rock. Not really chick flick la. Coz of Weili lor, he wants to act macho.

Had chicken briyani, Indian rojak and halia susu.

Went back to Weili's place and wait for Yanyan to arrive.

I ate instant mash potato and ice cream.

Lili was sorta traumatised.

The movie was pretty smelly..er funny. Vapoorize

Then we went online to gossip.
There goes the 'marathon'.

Went swimming the next morning.
I managed to swim for 40 minutes non-stop.
As a result, I ate alot for lunch. Hehe.

Afterwards, Yanyan and I went to Zouk's Flea Market. Eh, keyi, why didn't you approach us? When I got your sms, I was already on my way to Orchard. But then again, THE PLACE WAS SO PACKED.

We saw this stall where there was a baby lying in a luggage full of clothes. I so wanna go scold the tenant. The whole place smell of smoke and he actually brought the baby in there. Urgh.

Anyway, I bought a pair of wedges...

for 10 bucks. Good buy, Must buy!

I told Yanyan my outfit looked like durian.

榴莲大又圆，味道香又甜！
你爱吃榴莲；我爱吃榴莲！嘿！

The halter neck top belongs to her. I actually forgot to bring clothes to change. Can you believe it?

Met Idris after that. Someone is so happy. He found his 11B and gotten his PSP.

Yanyan found her camera.

Where is my lost item?!?!?!??!?!?!

Never mind. I've got new shoes.

(This entry sounds bimbotic, eh? I feel like doing the Day of my life thingy. But I'm scared of the da ne nes..)

Do I look like a post(wo)man?

2005-05-13T01:46:00.000+08:00

I don't think so.

So, stop asking me to pass messages to Yanyan, stop asking me to ask her to do this or that.

I DON'T LIKE IT.
Not even if you are polite or nice.

I have received so many emails asking me for favours related to Yanyan.

One idiot even asked me to lecture Yanyan, to not to bitch too much.
Ni bu hui qu si.

Asking me for favours? I'm fine with it.
But don't you come talk to me with the purpose of getting me to ask my friend to do this or not to do that.

I AM NOT AN OBJECT FOR ANYONE TO MAKE USE OF.

And you know what's even more irritating?

"I've sent an email to Xiaxue too, but she didn't reply. So I thought you might be able to help me convey my message or to get her to read my mail?"
Every single email asking me for favours have got these lines.

Very smart, you people. How did you know if I asked her to read her mail, she definitely will? So clever..

Let me tell you this: Miss Cheng checks her mail everyday, more often than I do. If she wants to reply, she will. If not, well, she's not obligated to.

Thus, no, I won't help anyone convey any message. At most I'll just say, 'Your reader emailed me.', which is pretty pointless because she probably have read it already and sent it to trash. That is, if you don't get her reply.

When I am reluctant to pass any message, do you think I'll actually listen to you to ask my friend to act upon your wishes?
You are just some stranger whom I don't even know how you look like and you want me to listen to you? What makes you think I'll agree with your point of view in the first place?
Are you deluded or are you deluded?

I'll give an example:
Someone asked me if she can get Yanyan or me to sell the champagne glasses used on her birthday. The person said it was urgent. But I don't understand how she thinks through me she'll get what she wants?
For all you may know, maybe Yanyan will sell those glasses. But then I get to know about the matter. I say, 'Don't sell la! Used on your 21st birthday leh. At most I help you glue them into the pyramid shape like that day with my glue gun as your housewarming gift?'
Tada! No glasses for sale oredi.

Some might also say, 'Even if I am giving your friend something good?'
Yes, I won't listen to you either.
Like I said, I'll just say, 'Check your mailbox.'

We are all people with minds of our own. That girl with the G-string tan is perfectly capable of deciding for herself what to or not to do. She has a Mensa cert. I don't.
If she asks me for advice, I give my point of view. She still has the final say.

As a friend, I think my words do worth a little. But I give my opinions on my own freewill. Not because someone asked me to.

It is not nice of a feeling to feel being made use of.
It is also almost despicable to make use of others' relationships.

And those bastards whom I corresponded with, who I intially thought were genuinely interested to discuss on certain topics, which in the end ASKED ME TO ASK WENDY/XIAXUE TO POST THEIR EMAILS UP..

I won't even bother to argue.

Unconditioned love..

2005-05-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

Went to visit Abbie today.

She was taking her nap, lying on her side, hugging her little bolster.
I was looking at her peaceful little face and it was then when I fully understand what it means when we say, 'sleep like a baby'.
So innocent, so in peace, so tranquilising.
I kissed her chubby cheek and slept beside her.

Then, I heard her woke up. I opened my eyes and she was already in the crawling position staring at me.
I said, 'Good morning, darling.'
And she smiled at me.

Exactly 7 months ago, Abigail was only a 3kg infant wrapped in a whitle cloth.

Now, she can flip, giggle, consume porridge, ask for her orange juice to be fed faster, 'swim', and she is teething soon.

So many times when I look at her, I was like: Hey, I will do anything, ANYTHING I can for this little angel to be happy, for her to smile, for the people who love her to smile with her.

And I realised how blessed I am.

I mean, you got to really, really love the person to be willing to do anything for him or her, no?

And I know that there are people around me who will do just that for me.

I'm not saying I want anyone to die for me or what. But there are all these people around me who I know I can always turn to, who will always be there for me.

Take my Uncle's (Abbie's grandfather) family for example. I am not even their daughter/sister, but they are always there to support me. Not only moral support. Very often, monetary support too. I don't think I deserve these. I did nothing but to only grow up in their family.

They are not even expecting anything in return. Just pure giving.

As Chinese, we are not vocal with our care and concern for each other but it is often, the small little actions and thoughts that count, which makes them even more heartwarming.

My love for little Abbie is not to 'repay' them for their kindness. It is more of a 'result' of all of what I have received from them and I am just carrying it on.

We are often joking how Abbie is to avenge how her mummy (my cousin) had suffered because of me when I was a baby, and now Abbie is to bully me. It's so weird of how willing I am to be bullied.

I really don't mind. Just as long as I can always see all of your happy faces and Abbie's beautiful smile.

Our angel with her aunt (my cousin-in-law)

My cousin reads my blog, sorry la I know it's very mushy. =P

Replies

2005-05-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

Shall reply to the tags here..
Lazy.

cheneille: Thanks. *whisper* I'm actually a meanie at heart. The onion was my idea.

genz: Haha. It's weird to have someone who seems to like my hair more than I do. =P

ro: Yeah. My hair is so fine and it always look limp. So yar..eeks is correct.
Oh, and can you kindly point out to me how does it seem like I'm copying er..Yanyan? Since you call her Wendy, you should know her pretty well to a certain extend I presume?

kooshie*: Determine 'very very short'? =) I think being proportionate is more important ba.. Height is a very sensitive issue you know. *coughs*

christina: Thank you, too. Wait till you find out the real story behind the pom pom tiao...You can email me if you want.

I wanted to blog right after these replies but I think I want the coming entry to be on it's own instead...

Bland

2005-05-10T18:33:00.000+08:00

Edit: Wanyi pointed out many many mistakes. SO GROSS CAN. Must be Miss Cheng's virus. That day while I was over at her place. She wanted to tell her friend over MSN that I was sitting next to her. She typed 'Shuyin is shitting next to me.'. Another time, she typed 'firned'. I asked her what was that, and that bitch could still reply indignantly that it was 'friend la'. BAH!! Push all the blame to her. PPPUUSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHH.

I have nothing worthy to blog about, I think.
Just some random stuff.

Do some of you experience this:
Out of a sudden, you keep seeing a certain word 'loitering' around.
Nowadays I keep seeing 'infantile' appearing everywhere. Some time ago it was 'albeit', before that was 'per se'..
Weird.

I keep having funny cravings and urges.

I have an urge to have a chick flicks marathon.
Suddenly I feel like drinking wine.
I feel like having champagne.
I wanna open my eyes wide and let the industrial fan blow straight into my face.
I think the back of my neck feels hot, thus I am considering to chop off my hair.
I wanna play Pachabel's Canon in D now at 3.30am.
I wanna have toe cramps, to see my fourth toe overlap my third and feel the pain.
I feel like doing sit-ups and crunches till my tummy hurts.

Oh my..I shall go prance around the house.

Tata.

Day of my life.

2005-05-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

I woke up at 12nn today.
Figuring that I'll be late for my date with Idris (we are suppose to meet at anytime between 1300 to 1700), I quickly went to bathe.
Since my house is using the central heating system, I had to bathe with not-hot-at-all water. Grrrrr..
Took some time to decide what to wear: black tank top with denim peddle-pushers, a black sequin sash, 1 black plastic bangle, 2 black rubber bangles, black leather Guess watch, beady choker with rose and my magenta strawbag. Oh, not to forget my shocking pink lace-up sandals. After I was all dressed up, Idris called and said he could only book out at 1530.
BAH! Made me rush for nothing.
SSSSSlllllllooooooowwwwwwllllllllyyyyy put on my make-up and still had the time to chit chat with Wanyi via MSN about the brands and sizes of teats mothers should get for their babies. I realised that I am quite well informed about all these all thanks to Abbie. =P
Left house at 1500. Missed my bus and had to wait for 20 minutes for the bus to come.
Very irritating.
Alighted at Queenstown and transfered to the MRT towards Boon Lay.
I was enjoying looking at the scorching sun, giving me the valid reason to wear my gigantic shades, while seated in the air-conditioned cabin, IT POURED.
Idris was already waiting at the Interchange, which totally defeated the purpose of me to 'pick him up'. =_=!
We decided to catch xXx2 at 1705. Just because of that short little five minutes after five, we had to pay an extra of $1.50. $9.50 on weekends and PH...the ticket prices are getting horrendous.
Saw Yanyan's friend, Huifen. First thing she said when she saw her was to ask about his *eh-hem* size. THANKS AH, WENDY CHENG YAN YAN.
The movie was pretty good. I LOVE SAMUEL L JACKSON.
We had Billy Bomber's for dinner. I can never finish their food. The servings are GIGANTOUS..
Met Metta, my choir senior. Haven't see her for a long long time. Time to ask Ah Niao to organise a gathering...
Took the bus home after that since Idris is using the bus concession. My initial plan was to go meet Yanyan but I was kind of tired.
We watched the news from TV Mobile. Dr Wee Kim Wee passed away. *sobs* I quite liked him.
I think I'll get a lot of verbal slaps from the bitches (yy and wy) because of this post. They dislike blogs that addresses daily mundane activities, ie. wake up, brush teeth, eat, watch TV, sex (maybe not), sleep, etc.

But who cares?!?! IT'S MY BLOG! (omg..so cliche)

Thus, here I am, lying on my bed, typing on my laptop, about this day of my life of
how I woke up at 12nn today.
Figuring that I'll be late for my date with Idris (we are suppose to meet at anytime between 1300 to 1700), I quickly went to bathe.
Since my house is using the central heating system, I had to bathe with not-hot-at-all water. Grrrrr..
Took some time to decide what to wear: black tank top with denim peddle-pushers, a black sequin sash, 1 black plastic bangle, 2 black rubber bangles, black leather Guess watch, beady choker with rose and my magenta strawbag. Oh, not to forget my shocking pink lace-up sandals. After I was all dressed up, Idris called and said he could only book out at 1530.
BAH! Made me rush for nothing.
SSSSSlllllllooooooowwwwwwllllllllyyyyy put on my make-up and still had the time to chit chat with Wanyi via MSN about the brands and sizes of teats mothers should get for their babies. I realised that I am quite well informed about all these all thanks to Abbie. =P
Left house at 1500. Missed my bus and had to wait for 20 minutes for the bus to come. Very irritating.
Alighted at Queenstown and transfered to the MRT towards Boon Lay.
I was enjoying looking at the scorching sun, giving me the valid reason to wear my gigantic shades, while seated in the air-conditioned cabin, IT POURED.
Idris was already waiting at the Interchange, which totally defeated the purpose
of me to 'pick him up'. =_=!
We decided to catch xXx2 at 1705. Just because of that short little five minutes after five, we had to pay an extra of $1.50. $9.50 on weekends and PH...the ticket prices are getting horrendous.
Saw Yanyan's friend, Huifen. First thing she said when she saw her was to ask about his *eh-hem* size. THANKS AH, WENDY CHENG YAN YAN.
The movie was pretty good. I LOVE SAMUEL L JACKSON.
We had Billy Bomber's for dinner. I can never finish their food. The servings are GIGANTOUS..
Met Metta, my choir senior. Haven't see her for a long long time. Time to ask Ah Niao to organise a gathering...
Took the bus home after that since Idris is using the bus concession. My initial plan was to go meet Yanyan but I was kind of tired.
We watched the news from TV Mobile. Dr Wee Kim Wee passed away. *sobs* I quite liked him.

I think I'll get a lot of verbal slaps from the bitches (yy and wy) because of this post. They dislike blogs that addresses daily mundane activities, ie. wake up, brush teeth, eat, watch TV, sex (maybe not), sleep, etc.

But who cares?!?! IT'S MY BLOG! (omg..so cliche)

Thus, here I am, lying on my bed, typing on my laptop, about this day of my life of
how I woke up at 12nn today.
Figuring that I'll be late for my date with Idris (we are suppose to meet at anytime between 1300 to 1700), I quickly went to bathe.
Since my house is using the central heating system, I had to bathe with not-hot- at-all water. Grrrrr....
Took some time to decide what to wear: black tank top with denim peddle-pushers, a black sequin sash, 1 black plastic bangle, 2 black rubber bangles, black leather Guess watch, beady choker with rose...

This is the song that never ends.It goes on and on my friends.Someone started singing it not knowing what it was, and they'll continue singing it forever just because
This is the song that never ends.It goes on and on my friends.Someone started singing it not knowing what it was, and they'll continue singing it forever just because
This is the song that never ends.It goes on and on my friends.Someone started singing it not knowing what it was, and they'll continue singing it forever just because
tralalalalalalalalalalalalalala

My 21st Birthday Party

2005-04-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

On the 22nd April 2005, I had my 21st birthday party held at Aloha Loyang.

The whole chalet consists of the front yard (bbq area), the living room, the dining room, back yard, 4 rooms with attached bathrooms and a garage.
It's HUMONGOUS.

'The Rooms Block'. 2 rooms on each storey.

Back yard facing the kitchen.

彬彬(my sister) and her friend, Jevonne, arrived with Abbie and her parents, and we went to swim!

Abbie in swimsuit! Little tummy + curly hair + droopy cheeks, SO CUTE!

1st time in the water..

She couldn't quite get use to it.

She was whimpering a little but after some clowning from the crazy aunt:

Brave little Abbie waddled around on her own!

Relaxed..like a professional.

Meanwhile in the kitchen..
Weili was busy cutting up the stingray for me.

The fish was so tough that it nearly drove the gorilla crazy.

See what I mean?

Makan time..

Lets start with the Chefs of the day:

Mr Chua Idris Mohd Shafiq aka THE Boyfriend

肥肥 aka cousin
I was shocked and touched that he actually helped to cook the food, considering how I always disrupt his beauty sleep with the harmless tickles on his feet 20 years ago.
*wipes tears*

I was so grateful to them that I asked Yanyan's God to snow to cool them off a little.

Apparently her god is not a good one..

Thus, I hired some part timers instead.

The Stamford Ah Peks.

Er..I have no idea where did this chicken rice seller come from...

If you are wondering why didn't I cook myself..
I WAS BUSY OK!

Busy photo-whoring..

Calvin, me, Kaiyuan and Kenneth

June and me.

Me and Lulu = 肛门嘴!

3 of us.

June B and Me + 1 extra. (She looks weird..don't know what is she doing at my party..)

Teeny boopers. The one on the left is my sis. Any resemblance? Many say she looks like an eurasian..
We don't think we look alike at all..

肥肥 and his wife. 亲爱的表嫂.

2 Charlie's Angels + 女杀手! SHEE SHA SHOR SHOR SHEE!!

Charlie's Angels trying to molest 女杀手.

阿鸟, the lamb. Identity crisis.
代罪的羔羊.

2 Charlie's Angels + 女杀手 wanna eat MURTABAK.

When we were all busy snapping away, a poor soul was busy mugging for his paper on the next day...

In order to repay his kindness, Her Majesty decide to fend off all disturbance for this very good friend.

YOU GO AWAY AH! DON'T DISTURB HIM!

Only I can! MUAHAHAHAHA!!

Enough of fooling around..Let's eat the cake!

Oops! Sala!
NOT TITS LA!! CAKE!!

Correct. C is for Cake. C is for Chocolate Cake.

Me and Cake.

My family with the cake. Daddy went off for work.

2nd Uncle, me, Aunt and Mum.

Huiling(cousin), Weihong(cousin), me and 4th Aunt.

Fifth Aunt, Eugene(cousin), me and Uncle

Eddie(Abbie's Dad), FoongKum(Abbie's Mum), Abbie eating my hand, Feifei(Cousin), Aline(亲爱的表嫂) and 阿丈(Uncle).
I think Abbie's mum look very nice here.
Alot of my friends mentioned that I looked like her. Some said I resembles my uncle.
What do you think?

Poly mates: Idris, Yanyan, Me and June B.

Chung Cheng classmates: ZhengPeng, Lulu, Me, Weili, June, ZhengChang, ChoonWee and KayWee. (Lamlam, you were never my classmate leh! EXTRA!)

CCHS Choir. The presidents and the lackeys.

Jubilation.
Sops: Nat, Wanyi
Alto: Me,
Tenor: Weilie
Basses: Weili, Alvin, ZhengChang.
I love this picture.

Primary School mates: Junyi, Kenneth, Me, Kaiyuan and Calvin.
Some of my friends didn't turn up. My best friend was sick, Eugene, Fiona, Qiuyan were caught up with their stuff. :(
We must meet up soon!!

OH!OH! I FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE HELL GROUP!

We are all so mean and evil that we are oozing with bad karma and we are going straight to hell.
PARTY!!!

Sexy bloggers.

Last but not least,

My baby and I.
For once his face looks bigger than mine.

I had a wonderful birthday party thanks to everyone.

Thank you everyone who came, especially those who actually had exams the next day. I hoped all of you did well. Thank you for the presents too.

Thanks, 彬彬 and Eugene, for the cake.
Thanks, 肥肥 and 阿琴姐姐， for cooking some food for me.
Thanks, 姑姑， for the curry and the prawns.
Thanks, lili, for buying the stuff and chopping the stingray.
Thanks, Yanyan, for being my photographer, making the egg mayo, carrying my heavy groceries and many, many other stuff.
Thanks Daddy for the drinks.
Thanks, 阿丈 and family, for the financial support.
Thanks, 彬彬 again, for all the assistance.
THANK YOU THANK YOU, Baby, for the chalet, the food, the manual labour. Thanks for making sure that everything runs smoothly. Thanks for everything..

Hope that all of you enjoy the pictures as much as I enjoyed my birthday,

Ciao.

My face is peeling..

2005-04-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

So is my jeans.

Boreeeeddd

2005-04-26T17:24:00.000+08:00

Slept over at Yanyan's place and now I'm ultimately BORED.

Now I'm waiting for the smelly girl to bathe so that I can go meet Idris at West Mall.

She just put up her wishlist for her birthday.
So inconsiderate of her! Weili and I are checking into her chalet with her this Thursday so that only leave us tomorrow to get her present. TOMORROW LEH!! bu yao mai gei ni liao.

On a different note..can her rich readers out there please please buy her the air-conditioner? Her room is really very, very hot. If there's an air-con, I'll come over more often and I'll take pictures of her, ok?
Pictures of her digging her nose, wrapped in a towel, etc.

AH!! I'm so boooorrrreeeddd!!! Yanyan is in bra and underwear now, together with bad sunburn and peeling skin. YUCKS.
I'm peeling too. Oh well.